I have always been a positive person. I do have a lot going on with five kids, three of them teenaged girls. I have a belief in God that is really strong and gives me so much peace with every situation, but yet I am struggling.
I can't accomplish things that have always come easy for me, like cleaning my home and making dinner. My focus is GONE! Everyday, I wake up with a plan to accomplish so much, and yet I don't. This is not normal for me at all. Yet I am afraid to bring it up, It will hurt me to my core to hear that the reason for this or that is because I am depressed, this could be used against me in so many ways.
I know that something is different and I want to honor that and do something about it, but I don't want to hear about it as a reason for everything that I bring up as a concern.
I want to make things better, I am not doing what I should be doing or what I need to do, or working up to my potential, I need to figure out how to jump start myself again. I don't feel depressed. I am happy, thankful and am quite busy. What is the problem then?
Where is my attention to detail and follow through? I take care of every essential thing, but can't/don't do the other stuff. Any ideas?
I can't accomplish things that have always come easy for me, like cleaning my home and making dinner. My focus is GONE! Everyday, I wake up with a plan to accomplish so much, and yet I don't. This is not normal for me at all. Yet I am afraid to bring it up, It will hurt me to my core to hear that the reason for this or that is because I am depressed, this could be used against me in so many ways.
I know that something is different and I want to honor that and do something about it, but I don't want to hear about it as a reason for everything that I bring up as a concern.
I want to make things better, I am not doing what I should be doing or what I need to do, or working up to my potential, I need to figure out how to jump start myself again. I don't feel depressed. I am happy, thankful and am quite busy. What is the problem then?
Where is my attention to detail and follow through? I take care of every essential thing, but can't/don't do the other stuff. Any ideas?
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