I have had MS for 20yrs now but went pretty much symptom free. I would get tiny flares, but nothing worth going to the doctor. Then, this past October changed everything. That flare up changed my life. Im not able to walk by myself, I have to use a walker. I have the tremors, the spasms, the hug, I could go on. My pain and spasms are all day 24/7.
I have now started to lose my bladder. Its like, I will be laying in bed watching tv and go to get up and notice that Ive wet myself. I didnt feel anything. Ive had to change clothes twice now because of this.
The other nite I was going to the bathroom, and I couldnt feel myself going. I just didnt feel anything. I knew I was going of course because I could hear it. I am too embarressed to tell my doctor. I had a hard enough time telling my husband.
I guess I will have too sooner or later, but seems this crappy disease is taking away my dignity too and Im still trying to adjust to going out in public with my walker and riding around in those motorized shopping carts and getting those nasty looks from strangers and all.
Thanx for 'listening'
I have now started to lose my bladder. Its like, I will be laying in bed watching tv and go to get up and notice that Ive wet myself. I didnt feel anything. Ive had to change clothes twice now because of this.
The other nite I was going to the bathroom, and I couldnt feel myself going. I just didnt feel anything. I knew I was going of course because I could hear it. I am too embarressed to tell my doctor. I had a hard enough time telling my husband.
I guess I will have too sooner or later, but seems this crappy disease is taking away my dignity too and Im still trying to adjust to going out in public with my walker and riding around in those motorized shopping carts and getting those nasty looks from strangers and all.
Thanx for 'listening'
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