I just can't stop being so angry.
I'm angry that it took me years to be diagnosed. I'm angry that I have had to endure 8 different neurologists. I'm angry that 7 years later I am just now starting medication. I am angry that I spent 7 years without it
I'm angry that they have found a new lesion. I'm angry that I can't control this like I thought I could. I'm angry at I've wasted 7 years in denial. I'm angry because it feels like I've just been diagnosed all over again.
I'm angry that this has made me feel so insecure. I'm angry that I don't feel pretty anymore. I'm angry that the medication has left marks on my body.
I'm angry that I'm distancing myself from the ones who love me most. I'm angry that my daughter has to see me like this. I'm angry that my daughter has a mother with MS.
I'm angry and sick of being angry.
I'm angry that it took me years to be diagnosed. I'm angry that I have had to endure 8 different neurologists. I'm angry that 7 years later I am just now starting medication. I am angry that I spent 7 years without it
I'm angry that they have found a new lesion. I'm angry that I can't control this like I thought I could. I'm angry at I've wasted 7 years in denial. I'm angry because it feels like I've just been diagnosed all over again.
I'm angry that this has made me feel so insecure. I'm angry that I don't feel pretty anymore. I'm angry that the medication has left marks on my body.
I'm angry that I'm distancing myself from the ones who love me most. I'm angry that my daughter has to see me like this. I'm angry that my daughter has a mother with MS.
I'm angry and sick of being angry.
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