Can't always have good ones anymore right? :/
I don't understand why people at social services offices are so rude. It doesn't seem logical since it is "social work". Aren't they supposed to be nice and help people? What is this world coming to *frustrated*
I'm almost finished filling out the forms for Medicaid. They want so much information and it's very very troubling for me to re-live my pain on paper. Even though I deal with a ton of disabling symptoms every day, I usually just try to ignore them and keep moving.
It's very emotional for me to tell them how I have to take breaks every 10 minutes and how my husband has to carry me when I'm unable to walk, how I can not walk up the stairs without stopping because my legs hurt so bad, how I am unable to exercise or take hot showers or do dishes anymore because the heat excaberates symptoms. It's difficult for me to write down that I can't go grocery shopping and can not make friends because of walking problems, memory issues, so many meds to remember, can't do the things my friends are doing,etc.
It's hard to talk about how I leave the stove and oven on and almost burn the house down, how I can not remember that you just told me your name, how I have short term memory issues, how I can't button my shirt, how I can not do a lot of things. I'm so upset that there is so much work and paperwork, all the medical bills piling up, so many steps to take to get denied here and there and getting the run around.
How I can't sleep because tingling crawls through my head and freaks me out so much that I'm bordering on insanity. I need help. I hope they approve me. I think I deserve some treatment. I fit McDonalds criteria, why didn't they treat me?
I'm such a wreck today. I'm sorry. Thanks for letting me vent...
I don't understand why people at social services offices are so rude. It doesn't seem logical since it is "social work". Aren't they supposed to be nice and help people? What is this world coming to *frustrated*
I'm almost finished filling out the forms for Medicaid. They want so much information and it's very very troubling for me to re-live my pain on paper. Even though I deal with a ton of disabling symptoms every day, I usually just try to ignore them and keep moving.
It's very emotional for me to tell them how I have to take breaks every 10 minutes and how my husband has to carry me when I'm unable to walk, how I can not walk up the stairs without stopping because my legs hurt so bad, how I am unable to exercise or take hot showers or do dishes anymore because the heat excaberates symptoms. It's difficult for me to write down that I can't go grocery shopping and can not make friends because of walking problems, memory issues, so many meds to remember, can't do the things my friends are doing,etc.
It's hard to talk about how I leave the stove and oven on and almost burn the house down, how I can not remember that you just told me your name, how I have short term memory issues, how I can't button my shirt, how I can not do a lot of things. I'm so upset that there is so much work and paperwork, all the medical bills piling up, so many steps to take to get denied here and there and getting the run around.
How I can't sleep because tingling crawls through my head and freaks me out so much that I'm bordering on insanity. I need help. I hope they approve me. I think I deserve some treatment. I fit McDonalds criteria, why didn't they treat me?
I'm such a wreck today. I'm sorry. Thanks for letting me vent...
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