Have had a really crappy past few weeks. Getting crap from my dad, my mom, my DH. It's so easy to say hurtful words.
I'm told I'm lazy, I'm a bad mom for not working & helping to financially support my family, I'm a hypocondriac, I need to exercise more. And oh yeah, my dad said my opinions don't matter to him, and he has no desire to listen to anything I have to say.
DH and I got into a fight, and he starts throwing the same insults my way. I have no family that will stick up or support me. I have no friends left because I'm too exhausted/sick to put in the effort to maintain the relationships. I know that's my own fault, but still....
Nobody cares how I feel and they all say it's in my head. I don't have a diagnosis so maybe they are right. I'm probably just crazy and making everything up.
I feel like I'm stuck in a cage and screaming for ANYONE to notice or remember me, but I guess I'm just easily forgotten. I want so bad to have someone actually act like they care about me, to hold me right now and not make fun of me while I cry, and to tell me that everything is going to be alright.
I'm told I'm lazy, I'm a bad mom for not working & helping to financially support my family, I'm a hypocondriac, I need to exercise more. And oh yeah, my dad said my opinions don't matter to him, and he has no desire to listen to anything I have to say.
DH and I got into a fight, and he starts throwing the same insults my way. I have no family that will stick up or support me. I have no friends left because I'm too exhausted/sick to put in the effort to maintain the relationships. I know that's my own fault, but still....
Nobody cares how I feel and they all say it's in my head. I don't have a diagnosis so maybe they are right. I'm probably just crazy and making everything up.
I feel like I'm stuck in a cage and screaming for ANYONE to notice or remember me, but I guess I'm just easily forgotten. I want so bad to have someone actually act like they care about me, to hold me right now and not make fun of me while I cry, and to tell me that everything is going to be alright.
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