you know this is an interesting thread. i sat reading thru responses on it.
I just wanted to say im not walking around like totally happy all the time at all. trust me lol.
Yet one thing that sticks out for me is i could be dead instead, i could have major type of cancer instead and fight for my life literally, or i could be dead like my friend who went on vacation only 8 mos ago and died suddenly of a heart attack, only in her 40's. she had alot of dreams and hopes a brand new husband to boot, yet given the choice i bet she would of said hey i'll take ms and adapt my life and go through the ups and downs as opposed to losing it entirely.
i just know that ms will take things from us like many have said and yea we gotta adapt somehow, yet truth is will we also let it take our happiness, our souls? I mean in essence our happiness, our heart, hopes and dreams it's all the guts of us.
I can't see letting it take that also. I had a very taxing life also, many say wow you must of been some rare princess on an island in your last life and i laugh and say maybe in my next life. i never catch a break, it's been one long battle after another in my life.
yet it's made me stronger as im sure it has for many of you. i get angry at times, than i let it out cry, get really discouraged and than i put it back on the shelf and back into the box.
there is good in everything there is always good out there. ms just makes it a little harder to find yet you can find it. someone wrote stopping to smell the flowers, it's the truth i stop now at junk i look at trees it's waking me up to whats around me like never before that iv'e taken for granted for years.
I hope in time it can for you also. hang in there, you'll come around and it'll probably wax and wane. just keep telling yourself it isn't cancer you will live.
((hugs)))
I just wanted to say im not walking around like totally happy all the time at all. trust me lol.
Yet one thing that sticks out for me is i could be dead instead, i could have major type of cancer instead and fight for my life literally, or i could be dead like my friend who went on vacation only 8 mos ago and died suddenly of a heart attack, only in her 40's. she had alot of dreams and hopes a brand new husband to boot, yet given the choice i bet she would of said hey i'll take ms and adapt my life and go through the ups and downs as opposed to losing it entirely.
i just know that ms will take things from us like many have said and yea we gotta adapt somehow, yet truth is will we also let it take our happiness, our souls? I mean in essence our happiness, our heart, hopes and dreams it's all the guts of us.
I can't see letting it take that also. I had a very taxing life also, many say wow you must of been some rare princess on an island in your last life and i laugh and say maybe in my next life. i never catch a break, it's been one long battle after another in my life.
yet it's made me stronger as im sure it has for many of you. i get angry at times, than i let it out cry, get really discouraged and than i put it back on the shelf and back into the box.
there is good in everything there is always good out there. ms just makes it a little harder to find yet you can find it. someone wrote stopping to smell the flowers, it's the truth i stop now at junk i look at trees it's waking me up to whats around me like never before that iv'e taken for granted for years.
I hope in time it can for you also. hang in there, you'll come around and it'll probably wax and wane. just keep telling yourself it isn't cancer you will live.
((hugs)))
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