Later today I go to have some MRI's taken...Brain and Cervical Spine (Neck area). My Neurologist will look at these for a January appointment.
It has been 3 years since my last MRI's and since my Dx. I have progressed so rapidly downhill in those 3 years. It makes me wonder what they will show. Compared to the one's 3 years ago, how badly have things progressed. Do I even want to know? What if one of those horrible injectable Med's. are recommended...would I even take them? What if he tells me what he told me last time, that it is not treatable. Am I relieved? How twisted is that?
Right now I have myself thinking that stablizing right here would not be so bad, and I can even improve my mobility.
I have no idea what I'm going to hear but know I wont like it. I don't want what little bubble I have to burst.
It has been 3 years since my last MRI's and since my Dx. I have progressed so rapidly downhill in those 3 years. It makes me wonder what they will show. Compared to the one's 3 years ago, how badly have things progressed. Do I even want to know? What if one of those horrible injectable Med's. are recommended...would I even take them? What if he tells me what he told me last time, that it is not treatable. Am I relieved? How twisted is that?
Right now I have myself thinking that stablizing right here would not be so bad, and I can even improve my mobility.
I have no idea what I'm going to hear but know I wont like it. I don't want what little bubble I have to burst.
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