He is such a dork. He met with his attorney who told him he would have to pay me $1,000 - $2,000 per month for 3.5 years as alimony maintenance. Then when I came home he looked really down. I asked him what was wrong only TWICE, and he snapped at me "Stop asking me that. I'm depressed." NOT MY FAULT you have to pay me alimony to get rid of me. That really hurt my feelings.
I found some cute condos in my old town that run about $75- $85k. Of course, his stupid GF lives there and their favorite bar to go to is there. Well, it was my town first. I'm gonna move back at some point. For now, I'm staying here. But back to Fairport I will go.
I saw a psychic who told me this was not his first affair. She also told me some compelling information that I did not reveal to her but details that were astounding. He swears he never did this before, but I do not believe him as far as I can throw him. She galvanized that I should not pursue him resolving our relationship, as he will leave me just before my MS gets really bad and keep cheating on me, anyhow. Why am I working so hard to try to patch up a marriage that he clearly doesn't prioritize?
She told me to keep in contact with my step daughter, which I will, of course. She also told me to try to buy a home close to this house, but I really need to move back across town near my sister and the community I love. I need to get away from where he lives. She also told me that my step daughter would be adversely affected by this and would 'experiment with some bad things' in the future, if I did not keep close contact she might become a hot mess. That alone made me want to stay here for good and just live as roommates.
She told me he would try to come back and not to cave in. It would only be because the woman he is cheating on me with tires of him. He's her entertainment for now. She will never leave her husband, as he is rich and that allows her to be a lead singer in a band full time, where other normal people have to work. She also said he does not want to be responsible for me and my MS. He alluded to this when he said he can only handle one thing and that's his daughter. He can't handle a relationship, too. There goes 12 years down the drain.
I'll be going into a clonazepam induced slumber tonight.
I found some cute condos in my old town that run about $75- $85k. Of course, his stupid GF lives there and their favorite bar to go to is there. Well, it was my town first. I'm gonna move back at some point. For now, I'm staying here. But back to Fairport I will go.
I saw a psychic who told me this was not his first affair. She also told me some compelling information that I did not reveal to her but details that were astounding. He swears he never did this before, but I do not believe him as far as I can throw him. She galvanized that I should not pursue him resolving our relationship, as he will leave me just before my MS gets really bad and keep cheating on me, anyhow. Why am I working so hard to try to patch up a marriage that he clearly doesn't prioritize?
She told me to keep in contact with my step daughter, which I will, of course. She also told me to try to buy a home close to this house, but I really need to move back across town near my sister and the community I love. I need to get away from where he lives. She also told me that my step daughter would be adversely affected by this and would 'experiment with some bad things' in the future, if I did not keep close contact she might become a hot mess. That alone made me want to stay here for good and just live as roommates.
She told me he would try to come back and not to cave in. It would only be because the woman he is cheating on me with tires of him. He's her entertainment for now. She will never leave her husband, as he is rich and that allows her to be a lead singer in a band full time, where other normal people have to work. She also said he does not want to be responsible for me and my MS. He alluded to this when he said he can only handle one thing and that's his daughter. He can't handle a relationship, too. There goes 12 years down the drain.
I'll be going into a clonazepam induced slumber tonight.
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