The past few months Ive been trying to tell my dh and my kids (who are all adults now) what I want if anything should happen to me, or what I want as far as types of dmd's I'm willing to take. My dh constantly turns it into a fight, while the kids keep telling me "ma, don't talk like that".
I've had MS for 20yrs now and I think Im perfectly capable and well informed enough to know what I want. It's my body, this disease is ravaging my body, I should be able to say what I want. Why then, is everyone telling me I'm doing it all wrong, or if I don't take this med or that med that I'm not taking proper care of myself, etc.
I don't mean to sound selfish or anything, but REALLY? I'm not allowed to know or express what I want? My memory may be fading slowly, but I'm still here and alert.
Guess this must be a vent, or just frustration, I dont know anymore. I sometimes think I should just write down what I want and get it notorized and hand it to all of them and hope they will follow it.
I've had MS for 20yrs now and I think Im perfectly capable and well informed enough to know what I want. It's my body, this disease is ravaging my body, I should be able to say what I want. Why then, is everyone telling me I'm doing it all wrong, or if I don't take this med or that med that I'm not taking proper care of myself, etc.
I don't mean to sound selfish or anything, but REALLY? I'm not allowed to know or express what I want? My memory may be fading slowly, but I'm still here and alert.
Guess this must be a vent, or just frustration, I dont know anymore. I sometimes think I should just write down what I want and get it notorized and hand it to all of them and hope they will follow it.
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