Although I am Newley diagnosed, I have been in rough shape for a long time.
When my DH and I met, he was injured, and was unable to work very shortly after we started dating. Being head over heels in love (and only 20) I had him move in with me because he had nowhere else to go.
I worked, paid all the bills, including his car payments that he could not make (keep in mind, we knew each other maybe three months) although he did dishes and watched my son while I worked, it was still hard to come home, cook, be a momma, take care of him and be broke paying bills I did not have before, all on a bartenders wage.
Eventually, things got better and life was good.
Shortly after, I got pregnant and had my daughter, and almost immediately my health started to go downhill. I had mastitis (mast the size of a tennis ball!!!) and then 'labrynthitis' which turned out to be a MS flare that lasted three months. Shortly after that I had yet another attack, and was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia.
That in itself is hard. But things got worse. And now, three years since my daughter, and I am bed ridden.
I'm sorry for such a long story, I guess I am just worried about my DH.
I spent six months taking care of him, working and everything else and I was going crazy. Now he has been taking care of me for three years and I am so worried about him. He tells ms he loves ms all the time, and that he does not blame mentor any of this, but I know there must be resentment in there somewhere. A little bit of hate and regret. I almost feel like I should.... I don't know. Push him away for his own good, even though I love and need him.
I think I am just scared.
Thank you to anyone who read my little story
<3 love to all
Heather
When my DH and I met, he was injured, and was unable to work very shortly after we started dating. Being head over heels in love (and only 20) I had him move in with me because he had nowhere else to go.
I worked, paid all the bills, including his car payments that he could not make (keep in mind, we knew each other maybe three months) although he did dishes and watched my son while I worked, it was still hard to come home, cook, be a momma, take care of him and be broke paying bills I did not have before, all on a bartenders wage.
Eventually, things got better and life was good.
Shortly after, I got pregnant and had my daughter, and almost immediately my health started to go downhill. I had mastitis (mast the size of a tennis ball!!!) and then 'labrynthitis' which turned out to be a MS flare that lasted three months. Shortly after that I had yet another attack, and was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia.
That in itself is hard. But things got worse. And now, three years since my daughter, and I am bed ridden.
I'm sorry for such a long story, I guess I am just worried about my DH.
I spent six months taking care of him, working and everything else and I was going crazy. Now he has been taking care of me for three years and I am so worried about him. He tells ms he loves ms all the time, and that he does not blame mentor any of this, but I know there must be resentment in there somewhere. A little bit of hate and regret. I almost feel like I should.... I don't know. Push him away for his own good, even though I love and need him.
I think I am just scared.
Thank you to anyone who read my little story
<3 love to all
Heather
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