I was diagnosed in 2004, while I was working FT. One weekend changed my life forever. MS hit me in 48 hrs. I am now walking with a cane (in large open areas).
Married for 32 long yrs- which was dissolving anyway due to husbands addictions. Everytime I make plans to leave him, doors get slammed in my face.
I am sick of his narcissistic behaviors and emotional abuse.
He constantly pushes me to my limits. I just recently had to drop out of my courses with DeVry for HIT.
He is disabled, we own property together (repairs are going thru the roof)
If it weren't for my father passing away and leaving me money, nothing would be getting paid for.
Dealing with him, my neighbor (some repairs are common to both properties) and the stress of everything; he wakes me up complaining about anything and every thing.
Once he gets his buzz- he asks me "what's wrong?" OMG, he's driving me nuts. I have seen counselors; I have one now- I am staying sane by a thread.
There are NO laws that protect adults from emotional abuse- which to me is NOTHING more than ADULT BULLYING.
My two sons want to hurt him so bad; I keep talking them out of it (beginning to wonder why I do). He isn't worth them going to jail for. This was once a loving person and I lost him. Patiently hoping he would come back to me; having to accept the fact that he won't come back, infuriates me.
Just a very bad day, vulnerable, angry, shaking so bad. stressed out.
Sorry for the rant. Frustration is an understatement.
Married for 32 long yrs- which was dissolving anyway due to husbands addictions. Everytime I make plans to leave him, doors get slammed in my face.
I am sick of his narcissistic behaviors and emotional abuse.
He constantly pushes me to my limits. I just recently had to drop out of my courses with DeVry for HIT.
He is disabled, we own property together (repairs are going thru the roof)
If it weren't for my father passing away and leaving me money, nothing would be getting paid for.
Dealing with him, my neighbor (some repairs are common to both properties) and the stress of everything; he wakes me up complaining about anything and every thing.
Once he gets his buzz- he asks me "what's wrong?" OMG, he's driving me nuts. I have seen counselors; I have one now- I am staying sane by a thread.
There are NO laws that protect adults from emotional abuse- which to me is NOTHING more than ADULT BULLYING.
My two sons want to hurt him so bad; I keep talking them out of it (beginning to wonder why I do). He isn't worth them going to jail for. This was once a loving person and I lost him. Patiently hoping he would come back to me; having to accept the fact that he won't come back, infuriates me.
Just a very bad day, vulnerable, angry, shaking so bad. stressed out.
Sorry for the rant. Frustration is an understatement.
Teri S.
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