Good news, I am feeling much better and can only attribute that to the fact that I am experiencing a remission....which is about the best thing that could possibly have happened.
Confirms the RRMS diagnosis, and if you must have MS, this is the one to have.
Where I cannot say I am operating on full scale I would put my progress at about 70 percent...I will take that and be grateful. Since I am feeling a little better everyday I expect/hope those numbers to rise.
All this, no drugs....more good news.
What I have been doing is working a job I love for fewer hours in the day, taking a decent 2 hr nap when I get home from work, surrounding myself with sunlight, moonlight, laughter, girlfriends, sisters and daughters, short walks on warm days, no walks on hot days, longer walks on cool days, accepting graciously ( and perhaps enjoying a bit too much, but it makes him so happy) Kevin tending to my every need and feeling a sense of being loved by all of you and by God.
Call Him what you will, source of all love, Creator, the universe, it matters not. I like the name God, and God, as usual, never lets me down.
Ever since I kind of said a grudging yes/amen and chose to not to fight this disease but to give into it, love it, pamper it and basically treat it as friend. Give into its demand for more rest, sunshine, laughter, and honesty. I truly have felt better almost every day
It seems clear i have work to do and love to share and so far, regardless of this undesired guest called MS accompanying me, the road is well lit and has many lovely spots to sit and rest.
I will also continue on with Drs recommendation and give the drugs a shot when they arrive......I am feeling enormously optimistic.
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Confirms the RRMS diagnosis, and if you must have MS, this is the one to have.
Where I cannot say I am operating on full scale I would put my progress at about 70 percent...I will take that and be grateful. Since I am feeling a little better everyday I expect/hope those numbers to rise.
All this, no drugs....more good news.
What I have been doing is working a job I love for fewer hours in the day, taking a decent 2 hr nap when I get home from work, surrounding myself with sunlight, moonlight, laughter, girlfriends, sisters and daughters, short walks on warm days, no walks on hot days, longer walks on cool days, accepting graciously ( and perhaps enjoying a bit too much, but it makes him so happy) Kevin tending to my every need and feeling a sense of being loved by all of you and by God.
Call Him what you will, source of all love, Creator, the universe, it matters not. I like the name God, and God, as usual, never lets me down.
Ever since I kind of said a grudging yes/amen and chose to not to fight this disease but to give into it, love it, pamper it and basically treat it as friend. Give into its demand for more rest, sunshine, laughter, and honesty. I truly have felt better almost every day
It seems clear i have work to do and love to share and so far, regardless of this undesired guest called MS accompanying me, the road is well lit and has many lovely spots to sit and rest.
I will also continue on with Drs recommendation and give the drugs a shot when they arrive......I am feeling enormously optimistic.
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