Hey, my name is Jimmie Lee. I am a mom of 3 that started having cognitive function loss about a year ago. I was in college about to graduate when I went from being an A student for 2 years to being barely able to pass a test. I felt like I was losing my mind. I would get upset because I couldn't think and then I would have these emotional outbursts. All these things were sharp decline. I went to a neurologist who told me this was not MS. I got a second opinion and my next doctor listened to me. I have always been clumsy but more so at the time. He did all the testing. Brain Scan-2 small spots. C-spine-2 small spots. Negative spinal tap but it did show I was immuno-suppressed.
He put me on Copaxone and it changed my life. I still have lots of issues but I don't have the cognitive dysfunction as often or as long lasting as before. We moved from metro Detroit to Bowling Green KY. I went to a neuro here and basically was told I don't have MS. The successfullness of the Copaxone was due to the placebo effect. I absolutely fell apart. I have been told all my life that the extreme fatigue was all in my head. My falling was me not paying attention. Now the cognitive issues, not being able to figure out how to get out of the bath tub for instance, was all in my head.
I have done some reading about what my good neuro in Michigan talked to me about. He suspected that I had lesions in the grey matter of my brain, cortical lesions. They are hard to see with the technology out there. All my symptoms make sense with that. But the neuro here follows a MS checklist. Spinal tap- negative; brain scan-he says is negative ...the small spots were reflection. So he wouldn't even look at the c-spine mri, because it is wildly "misleading". How do I find a doctor who won't dismiss me again? I have had 2 so far and I honestly am just a mess. Does anyone have any suggestions?? I am feeling tremendously hopeless. I am afraid the cognitive decline is going to progress quickly and I am going to be a vegetable before anyone acknowledges my symptoms as being real.
He put me on Copaxone and it changed my life. I still have lots of issues but I don't have the cognitive dysfunction as often or as long lasting as before. We moved from metro Detroit to Bowling Green KY. I went to a neuro here and basically was told I don't have MS. The successfullness of the Copaxone was due to the placebo effect. I absolutely fell apart. I have been told all my life that the extreme fatigue was all in my head. My falling was me not paying attention. Now the cognitive issues, not being able to figure out how to get out of the bath tub for instance, was all in my head.
I have done some reading about what my good neuro in Michigan talked to me about. He suspected that I had lesions in the grey matter of my brain, cortical lesions. They are hard to see with the technology out there. All my symptoms make sense with that. But the neuro here follows a MS checklist. Spinal tap- negative; brain scan-he says is negative ...the small spots were reflection. So he wouldn't even look at the c-spine mri, because it is wildly "misleading". How do I find a doctor who won't dismiss me again? I have had 2 so far and I honestly am just a mess. Does anyone have any suggestions?? I am feeling tremendously hopeless. I am afraid the cognitive decline is going to progress quickly and I am going to be a vegetable before anyone acknowledges my symptoms as being real.
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