HI,
I AM FAIRLY NEW HERE TO MSWORLD. WAS DIAGONISED JANUARY OF 2009 WITH MS AND CAN'T SEEM TO GET MY HEAD AROUND IT.
I'M 45 AND MARRIED TO A GREAT GUY, WE JUST CELEBRATED OUR 15TH ANNV. YESTERDAY.
IS IT ME? OR DO OTHERS FEEL THE SAME WAY? I AM ASHAMED OF WHAT OTHERS WILL THINK, I FEEL TOTALLY ALONE, I DON'T KNOW IF I'M FEELING BAD SOMETIMES BECAUSE OF THE MS OR JUST BECAUSE...UGH. I'M SCARED TO DEATH.
AT THE MOMENT I AM FEELING TOTALLY ALONE..I AM MARRIED TO A WONDERFUL MAN...BUT I CAN'T SHARE THIS WITH HIM..WHY YOU WONDER? BECAUSE HE HAS PARKINSON'S AND IT HAS REALLY GRABBED HOLD OF HIM AND IF HE WERE TO REALLY KNOW HOW SCARED, CONFUSED, ASHAMED, AND ALONE I FELT IT WOULD TEAR HIM UP..HE JUST DOESN'T DEAL WITH THINGS WELL ANYMORE AND I CAN'T DO IT TO HIM.
SORRY FOR VENTING..
SUSY
I AM FAIRLY NEW HERE TO MSWORLD. WAS DIAGONISED JANUARY OF 2009 WITH MS AND CAN'T SEEM TO GET MY HEAD AROUND IT.
I'M 45 AND MARRIED TO A GREAT GUY, WE JUST CELEBRATED OUR 15TH ANNV. YESTERDAY.
IS IT ME? OR DO OTHERS FEEL THE SAME WAY? I AM ASHAMED OF WHAT OTHERS WILL THINK, I FEEL TOTALLY ALONE, I DON'T KNOW IF I'M FEELING BAD SOMETIMES BECAUSE OF THE MS OR JUST BECAUSE...UGH. I'M SCARED TO DEATH.
AT THE MOMENT I AM FEELING TOTALLY ALONE..I AM MARRIED TO A WONDERFUL MAN...BUT I CAN'T SHARE THIS WITH HIM..WHY YOU WONDER? BECAUSE HE HAS PARKINSON'S AND IT HAS REALLY GRABBED HOLD OF HIM AND IF HE WERE TO REALLY KNOW HOW SCARED, CONFUSED, ASHAMED, AND ALONE I FELT IT WOULD TEAR HIM UP..HE JUST DOESN'T DEAL WITH THINGS WELL ANYMORE AND I CAN'T DO IT TO HIM.
SORRY FOR VENTING..
SUSY
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