Hi 😊
So for the most part I've managed to act like I don't have MS the past almost 8 years and it seems as though that isn't going to work anymore lol
Year half ago I had mri dr told me on my way to being in a wheelchair. I went on tysabri, had terrible side effects didn't go for more.
Took supplements gym etc my horse. Past month not feeling great loss feeling in feet vertigo nauseousness memory going a limp
Started. Went to See one of the top ms drs here in New York. She gave me super thorough exam, looked at last reports. Ordered ton of Mris even longer ones. So I said so what do you think?
She said I'll know more once you get Mris yet your central nervous system can only handle so many hits. Unfortunately your gonna pay the price bigtime for this MS. I said what does that mean wheelchair, memory going, speech. She just looked at me. I said great.
So kind of surreal I floated into the parking lot into my truck lol been processing for days.
So clearly I'll do whatever she suggests. First thing I thought was I still have two places I want to travel to before this hits lol
I gotta make some changes at home, I work two jobs, do everything. My daughter and her child live with me she is way young. Has to go to college etc I work hard to keep the horse. He's at a barn where I do all the physical work. Separated for 7 long years, we had been talking prior to this. So I'm thinking time to go bk to my marriage 😊
Anyway just needed to vent that out. I'm making my friends nervous and family. I can't tell them stuff because it makes them nervous than I gotta help them with their feelings 🙄😬
So for the most part I've managed to act like I don't have MS the past almost 8 years and it seems as though that isn't going to work anymore lol
Year half ago I had mri dr told me on my way to being in a wheelchair. I went on tysabri, had terrible side effects didn't go for more.
Took supplements gym etc my horse. Past month not feeling great loss feeling in feet vertigo nauseousness memory going a limp
Started. Went to See one of the top ms drs here in New York. She gave me super thorough exam, looked at last reports. Ordered ton of Mris even longer ones. So I said so what do you think?
She said I'll know more once you get Mris yet your central nervous system can only handle so many hits. Unfortunately your gonna pay the price bigtime for this MS. I said what does that mean wheelchair, memory going, speech. She just looked at me. I said great.
So kind of surreal I floated into the parking lot into my truck lol been processing for days.
So clearly I'll do whatever she suggests. First thing I thought was I still have two places I want to travel to before this hits lol
I gotta make some changes at home, I work two jobs, do everything. My daughter and her child live with me she is way young. Has to go to college etc I work hard to keep the horse. He's at a barn where I do all the physical work. Separated for 7 long years, we had been talking prior to this. So I'm thinking time to go bk to my marriage 😊
Anyway just needed to vent that out. I'm making my friends nervous and family. I can't tell them stuff because it makes them nervous than I gotta help them with their feelings 🙄😬
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