Hi, all. I'm new here & currently in limbo land, the place we all love to hate. I came looking for support because I feel like no one in my life completely understands & I fear burdening them with too much before we know anything.
So....here's my (long) story. It started back in May or June, when my left leg went numb and tingly, and lost normal sensation (ie a piece of ice on that foot felt burning hot). I figured it was nothing, and it really wasn't painful, so I blew it off & after 10 days or so, it went away.
Fast forward to mid-October. The tingling & numbness came back in that leg, along with an intense feeling of cold- even though my leg was warm to the touch. After a week, I finally got a clue & went to see my Dr. He prescribed some Flexeril & a Medrol dose pack & instructed me to come back if that didn't help, or if the problem recurred. I did tell him it had happened before & he wasn't too impressed with me for not coming to see him.
Anyway, the meds didn't work. I drug my feet on making a follow-upappt until my right hand went numb. I saw my Dr 2 days later. He, in short, was at a loss. He ruled out some things, like thyroid & diabetes, but said that it no longer appeared to be a pinched nerve & that the fact that different areas & different sides of the body were implicated made him a little unsure. He ended up referring me to a neurologists after telling me he was essentially clueless & asking if I had any "weird neurological diseases" in my family. Comforting, right?
I made my neuro appt for 12/18, but since my last dr appt, things have gotten progressively worse. My whole left side is numb & tingly. My left hand is affected & both my hands, particularly the fingertips, are painful & sensitive to both touch and heat. My right leg is now numb, cold & very weak. I keep having small spasms in it. I've had bouts of dizziness, lightheadedness and slightly blurred vision. My coordination is also off- I drop everything & if I try to pick up something small, I usually have to try a couple of times before I succeed. Best of all, my new best friend is a squeezing feeling around the lower left side of my rib cage that I'm guessing is the wonderful MS "hug".
I feel crazy even thinking it, but I'm really afraid I have MS. I don't want to say anything to my family for a variety of reasons- I don't want to worry them & I'm kind of afraid some won't take me seriously. I don't even know if I take myself seriously sometimes. I also try to hide or at least minimize some of my symptoms so that no one will worry.
So, that's me in a nutshell. I look forward to meeting everyone & sharing this journey with you.
So....here's my (long) story. It started back in May or June, when my left leg went numb and tingly, and lost normal sensation (ie a piece of ice on that foot felt burning hot). I figured it was nothing, and it really wasn't painful, so I blew it off & after 10 days or so, it went away.
Fast forward to mid-October. The tingling & numbness came back in that leg, along with an intense feeling of cold- even though my leg was warm to the touch. After a week, I finally got a clue & went to see my Dr. He prescribed some Flexeril & a Medrol dose pack & instructed me to come back if that didn't help, or if the problem recurred. I did tell him it had happened before & he wasn't too impressed with me for not coming to see him.
Anyway, the meds didn't work. I drug my feet on making a follow-upappt until my right hand went numb. I saw my Dr 2 days later. He, in short, was at a loss. He ruled out some things, like thyroid & diabetes, but said that it no longer appeared to be a pinched nerve & that the fact that different areas & different sides of the body were implicated made him a little unsure. He ended up referring me to a neurologists after telling me he was essentially clueless & asking if I had any "weird neurological diseases" in my family. Comforting, right?
I made my neuro appt for 12/18, but since my last dr appt, things have gotten progressively worse. My whole left side is numb & tingly. My left hand is affected & both my hands, particularly the fingertips, are painful & sensitive to both touch and heat. My right leg is now numb, cold & very weak. I keep having small spasms in it. I've had bouts of dizziness, lightheadedness and slightly blurred vision. My coordination is also off- I drop everything & if I try to pick up something small, I usually have to try a couple of times before I succeed. Best of all, my new best friend is a squeezing feeling around the lower left side of my rib cage that I'm guessing is the wonderful MS "hug".
I feel crazy even thinking it, but I'm really afraid I have MS. I don't want to say anything to my family for a variety of reasons- I don't want to worry them & I'm kind of afraid some won't take me seriously. I don't even know if I take myself seriously sometimes. I also try to hide or at least minimize some of my symptoms so that no one will worry.
So, that's me in a nutshell. I look forward to meeting everyone & sharing this journey with you.
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