I am in charge of my limbo
Hello Everyone,
I have been in limboland since June of this year and I hate it. I have been going to multiple Dr. Appt all summer and had many test ran. I am currently waiting for my appt. with the Neurologist on Oct 2, which by the way has been a 16 week wait. I currently have many mucsles that have spasms and I am having difficulty walking due to dragging of my left foot and weak leg muscles. I am so tired of setting around waiting for a diagnosis that I am going on a vacation!!
This is the reason for my post. I am no longer going to allow limbo land to dictate my life. I am getting on a plane and flying to Denver to see my grandchildren. I will just modify whatever comes my way and except my limitations. If I have to ask for a wheel chair I will do it with dignity. I am in charge of my attitude and my new attitude is "Yes I have physical limitations but I am not dead." I am not going to stress over MS until I have a diagnosis and I am going to enjoy what is left of this summer.
That being said I am so scared to be traveling alone. I have not been anywhere by myself these last few month out of fear of falling and all the other syptoms that come and go. With a two hour shuttle ride, two large airports, and a week with two toddlers I might need more than luck.
** Moderator's note - Post broken into paragraphs for easier reading. Many people with MS have visual difficulties that prevent them from reading large blocks of print. **
I have been in limboland since June of this year and I hate it. I have been going to multiple Dr. Appt all summer and had many test ran. I am currently waiting for my appt. with the Neurologist on Oct 2, which by the way has been a 16 week wait. I currently have many mucsles that have spasms and I am having difficulty walking due to dragging of my left foot and weak leg muscles. I am so tired of setting around waiting for a diagnosis that I am going on a vacation!!
This is the reason for my post. I am no longer going to allow limbo land to dictate my life. I am getting on a plane and flying to Denver to see my grandchildren. I will just modify whatever comes my way and except my limitations. If I have to ask for a wheel chair I will do it with dignity. I am in charge of my attitude and my new attitude is "Yes I have physical limitations but I am not dead." I am not going to stress over MS until I have a diagnosis and I am going to enjoy what is left of this summer.
That being said I am so scared to be traveling alone. I have not been anywhere by myself these last few month out of fear of falling and all the other syptoms that come and go. With a two hour shuttle ride, two large airports, and a week with two toddlers I might need more than luck.
** Moderator's note - Post broken into paragraphs for easier reading. Many people with MS have visual difficulties that prevent them from reading large blocks of print. **
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