Hi all,
I'm 26 and was just diagnosed two weeks ago. I started feeling wired "vibrations" with the movement of my head which initially led to a visit to my primary doctors office. Shortly after I developed a cold that got so bad I was admitted into the hospital along with the constant vibrations and pain/numbness in my hands. I went thru a series of spinal taps and back to back MRI's to discover the lesions on my brain.
I am trying to remain as optimistic as possible, and trying not much to panic. I am so lost on where to start and what to do? I feel like I am crazy and feel that everyone else feels the same when I tell them that my body literally feels like the game "Operation". I went to the eye doctor yesterday and learned that I have minor damage to my eyesight, and feel like its just another string of bad news. I can no longer grip onto anything very tightly and my handwriting now mimics that of a 4 year old. I feel like I went from a normal healthy 26 year old to now carrying around half of a pharmacy in my purse.
I feel lost and all alone with no one to talk to. I have an extremely supportive family and a close knit group of friends that I can rely on , but I feel as if no one understands.
Can anyone impart some wisdom here? Are there support groups? What can I expect next? How will I know if I'm having an attack? Worried about my job and wondering, what do I do from here on out?
Feeling helpless in Texas,
Brandy
I'm 26 and was just diagnosed two weeks ago. I started feeling wired "vibrations" with the movement of my head which initially led to a visit to my primary doctors office. Shortly after I developed a cold that got so bad I was admitted into the hospital along with the constant vibrations and pain/numbness in my hands. I went thru a series of spinal taps and back to back MRI's to discover the lesions on my brain.
I am trying to remain as optimistic as possible, and trying not much to panic. I am so lost on where to start and what to do? I feel like I am crazy and feel that everyone else feels the same when I tell them that my body literally feels like the game "Operation". I went to the eye doctor yesterday and learned that I have minor damage to my eyesight, and feel like its just another string of bad news. I can no longer grip onto anything very tightly and my handwriting now mimics that of a 4 year old. I feel like I went from a normal healthy 26 year old to now carrying around half of a pharmacy in my purse.
I feel lost and all alone with no one to talk to. I have an extremely supportive family and a close knit group of friends that I can rely on , but I feel as if no one understands.
Can anyone impart some wisdom here? Are there support groups? What can I expect next? How will I know if I'm having an attack? Worried about my job and wondering, what do I do from here on out?
Feeling helpless in Texas,
Brandy
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