After a lot of thought and talking with my good friend and dr I have decided I am leaving my boyfriend. He deserves better.
He didnt sign up to be my caretaker and he deserves a chance to find someone he can have a real future with.
I was was really hoping he would take me up on my offers to walk away but I know that would make him look bad.
I don’t hate him. This actually breaks my heart but I know it might be 15 years from now but I’m not going to make him into a caretaker.
When should i do this? Do I wait until after the holidays , tomorrow (tonight isn’t an option his favorite team is playing football), when our lease is up)
i plan to stay single forever so I’m not worried about myself but I just want to give him the best chance to have a real future with someone.
I realized after this past week we no longer have anything we can share. Sorry for my rambling but this really breaks my heart. I thought we would grow old together, but I love him enough to let him go.
Whats sad is this December would be 18 years that we were together but at least I got to know true love once.
He didnt sign up to be my caretaker and he deserves a chance to find someone he can have a real future with.
I was was really hoping he would take me up on my offers to walk away but I know that would make him look bad.
I don’t hate him. This actually breaks my heart but I know it might be 15 years from now but I’m not going to make him into a caretaker.
When should i do this? Do I wait until after the holidays , tomorrow (tonight isn’t an option his favorite team is playing football), when our lease is up)
i plan to stay single forever so I’m not worried about myself but I just want to give him the best chance to have a real future with someone.
I realized after this past week we no longer have anything we can share. Sorry for my rambling but this really breaks my heart. I thought we would grow old together, but I love him enough to let him go.
Whats sad is this December would be 18 years that we were together but at least I got to know true love once.
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