Been away for a while, mainly because my employer (big national media company) is trying to get us all to take a tremendously low redundancy pay out.
When I say "low", I mean utterly insulting. Nine and a half years of high-quality work, and aarrggh. Earn more doing the unspeakable, in a night, even with my wheelie walker.
And even if they let you have redundancy, you have to keep on keeping on working until August next year.
Spoke to the Magistrate in our local court today. I do the court report. He likes me, and he swears a lot. So does the police prosecutor, and the Legal Aid lawyer. (I'm quite nice, really.)
They all told me to reject the redundancy offer, (or slap in the face) and to play my "disabled" card. Only time it is ever worth anything in your hand.
Tomorrow morning I have an hour long interview to keep a wee part of my job.
It's good to get out of the house, obviously, and ah well
I have some "feral" genes and I will have to control my need to express my true feelings.
It is soooo depressing.
I keep telling myself I'm so plucky and brave to keep working but the other half of my brain says I am so stupid, just take the disability pension, and sit quietly on the couch, pat the cat and watch Nurse Jackie.
I trust all of you are well.
When I say "low", I mean utterly insulting. Nine and a half years of high-quality work, and aarrggh. Earn more doing the unspeakable, in a night, even with my wheelie walker.
And even if they let you have redundancy, you have to keep on keeping on working until August next year.
Spoke to the Magistrate in our local court today. I do the court report. He likes me, and he swears a lot. So does the police prosecutor, and the Legal Aid lawyer. (I'm quite nice, really.)
They all told me to reject the redundancy offer, (or slap in the face) and to play my "disabled" card. Only time it is ever worth anything in your hand.
Tomorrow morning I have an hour long interview to keep a wee part of my job.
It's good to get out of the house, obviously, and ah well
I have some "feral" genes and I will have to control my need to express my true feelings.
It is soooo depressing.
I keep telling myself I'm so plucky and brave to keep working but the other half of my brain says I am so stupid, just take the disability pension, and sit quietly on the couch, pat the cat and watch Nurse Jackie.
I trust all of you are well.
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