I am currently not a very nice person to be around. I don't have an 'official' diagnosis of MS but have been told that I will be diagnosed with MS in the future.
At the moment I'm feeling really angry at everyone and everything. I went to university so I could get a good job and do okay financially. Instead, this horrible monster of bad health has come into my life and I really don't know how to deal with it.
It's not fair that I can have a great day, but be so tired I can hardly move the next day. I'm taking several different pills to control horrific neuropathic pain and they all have various side effects. I've recently stopped one of them as it killed my sex life but now I feel like the dog's breakfast and don't want any action in the bedroom anyway.
I had recently thought about going back to my profession but when I logically think about it, I realize it's just not possible as all of the energy I have is spent looking after our children and doing the housework.
I'm one seriously angry bear at the moment.
At the moment I'm feeling really angry at everyone and everything. I went to university so I could get a good job and do okay financially. Instead, this horrible monster of bad health has come into my life and I really don't know how to deal with it.
It's not fair that I can have a great day, but be so tired I can hardly move the next day. I'm taking several different pills to control horrific neuropathic pain and they all have various side effects. I've recently stopped one of them as it killed my sex life but now I feel like the dog's breakfast and don't want any action in the bedroom anyway.
I had recently thought about going back to my profession but when I logically think about it, I realize it's just not possible as all of the energy I have is spent looking after our children and doing the housework.
I'm one seriously angry bear at the moment.
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