Some of you might remember back several months when I first told you all we were trying to sell the farm and had bought a smaller house ( in town, UGH! ).
We are having an auction Saturday, Oct 25th and are going to try to auction off the house and property along with all the designated possessions. Needless to say I have been a total wreck and it is showing in my health.
The other house is ready for us, but I'm not ready for it. Every time I go to the new house, I hate it more. We've been in our home for 36 years and I hate to move. But, it's too big and has stairs that are becoming a problem.
Really worried about what we will do if this place does not sell. Can't leave it empty all winter. We do have one family member who might be interested in renting to own. So I guess we have one option. The ticking clock is scaring me now that it is getting so close to being over. I hadn't really thought about the day that we will be sitting here with only a few last pieces of furniture to sustain us until we actually move. We'll only have 2 twin beds, the kitchen table and chairs and the tv. Also a few odds and ends. It's been such a huge job.
The fatigue has been overwhelming. Every little thing I try to do wrings me out. I've been so sick with my gastritis, stress, anxiety etc.
Just asking you all to think of me ( us ) and give me any encouragement you can. I need to hear things over and over because I seem to lose those good thoughts. I know this move is necessary, but I keep forgetting that. In my 13 years with MS I have never been this sick or this aware of being sick. I wake up thinking of feeling pain and dizziness and I go to bed with it on my mind. Just can't shake this.
Sorry to unload on you all. But this group has been family to me for 13 years. Thanks for listening.
We are having an auction Saturday, Oct 25th and are going to try to auction off the house and property along with all the designated possessions. Needless to say I have been a total wreck and it is showing in my health.
The other house is ready for us, but I'm not ready for it. Every time I go to the new house, I hate it more. We've been in our home for 36 years and I hate to move. But, it's too big and has stairs that are becoming a problem.
Really worried about what we will do if this place does not sell. Can't leave it empty all winter. We do have one family member who might be interested in renting to own. So I guess we have one option. The ticking clock is scaring me now that it is getting so close to being over. I hadn't really thought about the day that we will be sitting here with only a few last pieces of furniture to sustain us until we actually move. We'll only have 2 twin beds, the kitchen table and chairs and the tv. Also a few odds and ends. It's been such a huge job.
The fatigue has been overwhelming. Every little thing I try to do wrings me out. I've been so sick with my gastritis, stress, anxiety etc.
Just asking you all to think of me ( us ) and give me any encouragement you can. I need to hear things over and over because I seem to lose those good thoughts. I know this move is necessary, but I keep forgetting that. In my 13 years with MS I have never been this sick or this aware of being sick. I wake up thinking of feeling pain and dizziness and I go to bed with it on my mind. Just can't shake this.
Sorry to unload on you all. But this group has been family to me for 13 years. Thanks for listening.
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