It never fails, everything I do is wrong. Paying someone to cut my grass makes me extremely lazy, even though I could barely walk when I tried it myself. I wake up with a terrible avonex headache, so I stay home and go back to bed. That makes me lazy and a liar.
Today I had to see a physical therapist for a functional assessment since I'm about to go in front of an alj. My dad thought I was seeing my lawyer and asked me if we got our stories straight as we lie about my condition. Ok, I've had it. Just because he doesn't have ms doesn't mean I don't! I get criticized when I have very visible symptoms because I need to see a dr, and then I get criticized when my issues aren't so visible because I'm obviously faking it!
I wish people like that could spend a day in our shoes to see what it's really like to have a disabling disease. It's not so easy like everyone thinks I have it. I'm also so embarrassed by what ms has done to me, I won't let anyone know who doesn't already know that I have it.
Education is not an option. People are going to see what they want to see. Anything other than that is me milking it. I really hope I can get approved for disability so that I won't be so dependent on my family anymore. One more comment about how I'm faking it or being lazy and I'm going to flip!
Today I had to see a physical therapist for a functional assessment since I'm about to go in front of an alj. My dad thought I was seeing my lawyer and asked me if we got our stories straight as we lie about my condition. Ok, I've had it. Just because he doesn't have ms doesn't mean I don't! I get criticized when I have very visible symptoms because I need to see a dr, and then I get criticized when my issues aren't so visible because I'm obviously faking it!
I wish people like that could spend a day in our shoes to see what it's really like to have a disabling disease. It's not so easy like everyone thinks I have it. I'm also so embarrassed by what ms has done to me, I won't let anyone know who doesn't already know that I have it.
Education is not an option. People are going to see what they want to see. Anything other than that is me milking it. I really hope I can get approved for disability so that I won't be so dependent on my family anymore. One more comment about how I'm faking it or being lazy and I'm going to flip!
Comment