That you so much for the social fatigue post! There isn't anything I don't relate to. And, I have been wanting to give up. I cancelled a Dr. Appointment yesterday, fatigue.... Then I pushed myself in the afternoon to go to the store and it was TERRIBLE. It's like I am a lost confused old person, with a racing heart trying to accomplish something, anything. I wanted to get stationery, and could not find any, also a birthday card, but couldn't find the right one. After 10 minutes, I was having to hold onto things, I grabbed a soda and some gum and got in line. I thought JUST GO HOME, but that would feel like defeat. I fumbled with my money and quickly shoveled myself off to the side as to not slow down the normal people.
Here is where I could use help, brainstorming. I DONT WANT TO GIVE UP! I find when I try to participate and, well I have to retreat, I get depressed. Like why bother at all. My life is to simply exist. Sleep, take up real-estate with this stupid disease, and I'm 48. I could have to do this (and worse) for a looong time. Ugh. What could make it easier for us? I feel like I have PTSD to the world. Do you think a therapy dog could help as a buffer? Stabilizer? Any other thoughts? Maybe I need to move out to the country.? God has been great to me, so I realized he wants me here (I really wondered) but there has got to be an easier way.....
Thanks for listening
Tracy
Here is where I could use help, brainstorming. I DONT WANT TO GIVE UP! I find when I try to participate and, well I have to retreat, I get depressed. Like why bother at all. My life is to simply exist. Sleep, take up real-estate with this stupid disease, and I'm 48. I could have to do this (and worse) for a looong time. Ugh. What could make it easier for us? I feel like I have PTSD to the world. Do you think a therapy dog could help as a buffer? Stabilizer? Any other thoughts? Maybe I need to move out to the country.? God has been great to me, so I realized he wants me here (I really wondered) but there has got to be an easier way.....
Thanks for listening
Tracy
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