I am saddened. I was awakened by a phone call last night (4 hrs ago) and informed that a close uncle killed himself. I haven't posted here in some time, but don't know where to turn to express my feelings, so I am here on MSWorld, asking for all of your prayers for his wife, 2 daughers (adults now), granddaughters, his sister AND my father (he is my uncles younger brother-they were close).
We are not a "large family", and we all are ones who "hold their cards close to the vest". This is really going to effect us hard, I fear.
I have also thought hard about suicide, tonight. I have thought of suicide in the past (had a fail-safe plan), but this is making me feel different things about it. I am torn, because, while I know God is forgiving, I have this tiny tiny worry that suicide may prevent one from entering heaven.
Please feel free to post ANYTHING you want. I am simply "reaching out" to people who may understand and offer their advice on how to cope. I find that my MS is already flaring.
Thank you in advance.
We are not a "large family", and we all are ones who "hold their cards close to the vest". This is really going to effect us hard, I fear.
I have also thought hard about suicide, tonight. I have thought of suicide in the past (had a fail-safe plan), but this is making me feel different things about it. I am torn, because, while I know God is forgiving, I have this tiny tiny worry that suicide may prevent one from entering heaven.
Please feel free to post ANYTHING you want. I am simply "reaching out" to people who may understand and offer their advice on how to cope. I find that my MS is already flaring.
Thank you in advance.
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