I am all over the place with my emotions lately. Misplaced anger, uncontrollable crying, and deep, deep depression. I've been dealing with this here & there since I was diagnosed and started my DMD (Avonex). It seems to be getting worse.
I have never felt so dispondent. I do see a psychiatrist who has doubled the dose of one of my anti-depressants. I don't think it's working. I am trying to get in to see my former psychologist, but when I called the other day, her message said she wasn't accepting new patients. I am waiting to hear back from her when she comes back to the office.
I am trying to meditate and practice mindfulness. I am writing furiously in my journal again just trying to get my feeling out there so I can figure myself out.
Does anyone else feel this way? I don't want to be sad or mad all the time. It is exhausting and making my family miserable.
I have never felt so dispondent. I do see a psychiatrist who has doubled the dose of one of my anti-depressants. I don't think it's working. I am trying to get in to see my former psychologist, but when I called the other day, her message said she wasn't accepting new patients. I am waiting to hear back from her when she comes back to the office.
I am trying to meditate and practice mindfulness. I am writing furiously in my journal again just trying to get my feeling out there so I can figure myself out.
Does anyone else feel this way? I don't want to be sad or mad all the time. It is exhausting and making my family miserable.
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