So my right leg (the worse one) has been driving me crazy. We went on vacation last week and I did a lot of walking. In town, in the sand, and went swimming in the lake. I was really hoping that the extra exercise would help some, but instead I feel even worse.
My spasticity is worse, even after a few days back home and resting. It is so incredibly tight and stiff and sore. And both legs are even weaker. Along with more weakness in my arms and more fatigue.
It is just so frustrating seeing more progression. Knowing that it is just getting worse. And with me, once I progress, it doesn't ever get better. Also I've developed a positive babinski reflex in my left foot now when it used to just be my right.
The only thing I have for it is a muscle relaxer (robaxin) that doesn't really do anything for it. I'm on tegretol and effexor, and both are supposed to help with pain, but neither seem to deal with this kind of pain from the spasticity.
I hate bugging my neuro and always asking for new meds. (just asked him a couple weeks ago to try tegretol for my trigeminal neuralgia/ cluster headaches since the other meds we've tried didn't work). But at the same time it sucks having to live with this darn stiff leg!!
Also, I'm not diagnosed yet, basically I'm at the point that we know there is something wrong and either it is PPMS and we can't see the lesions on the MRI yet, or it's some type of upper motor neuron disease that isn't ALS. And right now we are kind of at a stand still. I'm progressing but we don't know what exactly is wrong. It's just so frustrating!
My spasticity is worse, even after a few days back home and resting. It is so incredibly tight and stiff and sore. And both legs are even weaker. Along with more weakness in my arms and more fatigue.
It is just so frustrating seeing more progression. Knowing that it is just getting worse. And with me, once I progress, it doesn't ever get better. Also I've developed a positive babinski reflex in my left foot now when it used to just be my right.
The only thing I have for it is a muscle relaxer (robaxin) that doesn't really do anything for it. I'm on tegretol and effexor, and both are supposed to help with pain, but neither seem to deal with this kind of pain from the spasticity.
I hate bugging my neuro and always asking for new meds. (just asked him a couple weeks ago to try tegretol for my trigeminal neuralgia/ cluster headaches since the other meds we've tried didn't work). But at the same time it sucks having to live with this darn stiff leg!!
Also, I'm not diagnosed yet, basically I'm at the point that we know there is something wrong and either it is PPMS and we can't see the lesions on the MRI yet, or it's some type of upper motor neuron disease that isn't ALS. And right now we are kind of at a stand still. I'm progressing but we don't know what exactly is wrong. It's just so frustrating!
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