Well, after about 3-3.5 years with MS, I'm having my first vision symptoms.
Last week, I noticed a fuzzy aura around my otherwise excellent vision in my right eye only. I thought it was eye strain or something. I'm trying to finish up my PhD and this is really crunch time and I'm spending hours a day working on the computer. But, after about 48 hours, I realized this wasn't getting better. In fact, the fuzziness was creeping in more and more. So, I called the neuro.
He started me on 5 days of IV steroids on Friday. Needless to say, I'm jittery, anxious, thirsty and starving ALREADY.
I am going to see the neuro tomorrow afternoon and I just have that pit in my stomach. I just was there abotu 3 weeks ago for my one yer checkup. I had a flair this time last year and made the decision to drop Beta and move onto Copax. I've been great for a whole year. He was happy, so was I. And, we scheduled a routine MRI just to check on things.
Then, it just seems so unfair, that so close after a good checkup that things can go downhill so quickly.
I am blessed with VERY good vision my whole life. At this point, I am confident I can still pass an eye exam and that despite having this fuzziness, I'm still OK overall. Even if these symptoms don't resolve fully (and don't get worse!( I will still be able to drive and stuff. But, its still scary. For some reason, the vision issues just seem harder to cope with than some of the others I've had.
I've managed to modify my life so I continue working on my PhD (in marine science- I want to be a marine biogeochemist!). But, vision issues would be a real deal breaker I hope the steroids will get me through this quickly. I've responded well with them during other flares. So, despite the icky side effects, I'm trying to remain positive.
I'm really anxious for my appointment tomorrow. Describing all these weird eye symptoms has been hard and I just want the doctor to look at my eye and give me some explanation.
Does optic neuritis onset with fuzziness in one eye, but more around the outside of vision? I don't have any graying of vision. I have a bit of pressure behind my eye, like the socket is sort of "full" but overall, the fuzzy is on the outside of my field of vision in this eye. Any insight would be great!
Thanks for letting me vent too!
Last week, I noticed a fuzzy aura around my otherwise excellent vision in my right eye only. I thought it was eye strain or something. I'm trying to finish up my PhD and this is really crunch time and I'm spending hours a day working on the computer. But, after about 48 hours, I realized this wasn't getting better. In fact, the fuzziness was creeping in more and more. So, I called the neuro.
He started me on 5 days of IV steroids on Friday. Needless to say, I'm jittery, anxious, thirsty and starving ALREADY.
I am going to see the neuro tomorrow afternoon and I just have that pit in my stomach. I just was there abotu 3 weeks ago for my one yer checkup. I had a flair this time last year and made the decision to drop Beta and move onto Copax. I've been great for a whole year. He was happy, so was I. And, we scheduled a routine MRI just to check on things.
Then, it just seems so unfair, that so close after a good checkup that things can go downhill so quickly.
I am blessed with VERY good vision my whole life. At this point, I am confident I can still pass an eye exam and that despite having this fuzziness, I'm still OK overall. Even if these symptoms don't resolve fully (and don't get worse!( I will still be able to drive and stuff. But, its still scary. For some reason, the vision issues just seem harder to cope with than some of the others I've had.
I've managed to modify my life so I continue working on my PhD (in marine science- I want to be a marine biogeochemist!). But, vision issues would be a real deal breaker I hope the steroids will get me through this quickly. I've responded well with them during other flares. So, despite the icky side effects, I'm trying to remain positive.
I'm really anxious for my appointment tomorrow. Describing all these weird eye symptoms has been hard and I just want the doctor to look at my eye and give me some explanation.
Does optic neuritis onset with fuzziness in one eye, but more around the outside of vision? I don't have any graying of vision. I have a bit of pressure behind my eye, like the socket is sort of "full" but overall, the fuzzy is on the outside of my field of vision in this eye. Any insight would be great!
Thanks for letting me vent too!
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