I've been out of work for two months now due to my latest flare. I lost my job since I was brand new when it hit, so I have nothing to go back to. I have definitely been getting better, but due to the fact that my profession requires me to be on my feet quite a bit, I'm not ready to start applying for jobs yet. If I did get a new job right now, I would never last one day. I've also looked at different jobs, but they don't pay nearly enough, plus they don't want me due to my work experience.
I never thought I would miss work (I complained all the time and I absolutely hated getting up at 5 am every day), but I am so bored out of my mind from sitting at home every day, I'd absolutely love to work again! I definitely need the money (I'll be running out in the next two months, I expect), but it is so much more than that right now. I miss the daily interaction with my coworkers and feeling like I actually do something.
I live alone and I've always loved it before, but I am so tired of being alone all the time right now. I'm very close to my family, and I've been spending pretty much all day on the weekends with them, but that still leaves 5 days a week with absolutely no human interaction, and I just can't take it anymore. I do text a few friends regularly, but right now that's not doing anything for me.
I go between my tv and my computer all day long every day. After two months, there are only so many movies you can watch. I used to enjoy browsing at stores on my days off, but now I can't justify doing anything like that because I don't want to waste the gas in my car when I have no income. Plus, it'll remind me of everything I can't have. I used to make enough money that I could buy pretty much whatever I wanted.
I just don't know what to do anymore. How can I keep myself from going crazy when I can't do anything like I used to do?
I never thought I would miss work (I complained all the time and I absolutely hated getting up at 5 am every day), but I am so bored out of my mind from sitting at home every day, I'd absolutely love to work again! I definitely need the money (I'll be running out in the next two months, I expect), but it is so much more than that right now. I miss the daily interaction with my coworkers and feeling like I actually do something.
I live alone and I've always loved it before, but I am so tired of being alone all the time right now. I'm very close to my family, and I've been spending pretty much all day on the weekends with them, but that still leaves 5 days a week with absolutely no human interaction, and I just can't take it anymore. I do text a few friends regularly, but right now that's not doing anything for me.
I go between my tv and my computer all day long every day. After two months, there are only so many movies you can watch. I used to enjoy browsing at stores on my days off, but now I can't justify doing anything like that because I don't want to waste the gas in my car when I have no income. Plus, it'll remind me of everything I can't have. I used to make enough money that I could buy pretty much whatever I wanted.
I just don't know what to do anymore. How can I keep myself from going crazy when I can't do anything like I used to do?
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