So I'm 50 and have worked forever.
Now it seems I spend most of my time hoping that I'll be able to make it there. The stress and anxiety surrounding that short 5 mile trip is overwhelming.
I've had commutes of up to 60 miles and did it without a thought. But now I'm hoping I'll have the strength to get out of bed.
The husband doesn't get it...thinks I'm being lazy or that I just want to be home.
Am I the only one in this house who understands how hard this has been?
When I feel good, then I'm at work...when I have bad days, then I'm home feeling miserable. Is it too much to ask to have some of those few 'good feeling' days at home? Cleaning, seeing my grand daughter, or getting out of this house on the good days?
I've so had it. And I've had it hoping that people who know me would see that I am not the same. I've taken care of business my whole life. Why do I have to feel guilty for wanting to take care of myself???
That felt so good to write!!!!!!!
Now it seems I spend most of my time hoping that I'll be able to make it there. The stress and anxiety surrounding that short 5 mile trip is overwhelming.
I've had commutes of up to 60 miles and did it without a thought. But now I'm hoping I'll have the strength to get out of bed.
The husband doesn't get it...thinks I'm being lazy or that I just want to be home.
Am I the only one in this house who understands how hard this has been?
When I feel good, then I'm at work...when I have bad days, then I'm home feeling miserable. Is it too much to ask to have some of those few 'good feeling' days at home? Cleaning, seeing my grand daughter, or getting out of this house on the good days?
I've so had it. And I've had it hoping that people who know me would see that I am not the same. I've taken care of business my whole life. Why do I have to feel guilty for wanting to take care of myself???
That felt so good to write!!!!!!!
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