It seems like no matter what I am doing I am thinking about how it applies to my MS. I have PPMS so my symptoms may differ day to day but I always have them.
It seems like all day long MS is never far from my mind because of how I can or cannot do something or the preplanning that has to be done. From going to the bathroom (or trying to lol) 40 times a day, meds, doctors appts, financials, to what to eat, whether or not the right thing will come out of my mouth, how I will pay for doing something but doing it anyway because I might not be able to someday. It's always there.
It's not depression, I have a great family and life that I cherish. We laugh and joke everyday. I'm just wondering if I am obsessing or if others feel like this too.
It seems like all day long MS is never far from my mind because of how I can or cannot do something or the preplanning that has to be done. From going to the bathroom (or trying to lol) 40 times a day, meds, doctors appts, financials, to what to eat, whether or not the right thing will come out of my mouth, how I will pay for doing something but doing it anyway because I might not be able to someday. It's always there.
It's not depression, I have a great family and life that I cherish. We laugh and joke everyday. I'm just wondering if I am obsessing or if others feel like this too.
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