I had a 9mm enhanced lesion on my brainstem back in Sept. So naturally, I am very hyper-sensitive about new symptoms related to my breathing, heart rate, digestion, etc.
Yesterday I saw the neuro's PA (flaring again) I told her that I suddenly developed horrid heartburn, stomach pain, and constipation. Horrible. I waited it out for 3 weeks, then called the neuro and left a message. When I heard back it was "Go see your PCP, then call us back ASAP."
That was right before the holidays, so it was a while before I got in with my PCP. She diagnosed me with reflux, ulcers, and irritable bowel. Really? All of this starting in 1 day?
When I brought it up with the PA she was a JERK, told me that GI symptoms need to be dealt with by the primary care doctor. NOT them. I asked her even if I have a 9mm lesion on my brainstem? She said yes. Was pretty irritated that I would even bother their office over GI symptoms.
SO WTF? Does this really have NOTHING to do with the MS?
Meawhile, I'm receiving solumedrol for weakness symptoms and after 1 dose the heartburn and stomach pain that has been keeping me awake at night for 5+ weeks, is GONE.
I just want to cry. I feel like the MS clinic doesn't give a crap, I feel like they think I'm making all of this up. They told me to call with new symptoms, yet lecture me when I do. I can never get ahold of anybody when I have questions. Obviously the Avonex isn't working if I'm relapsing this quickly. But they didn't seem to care, or want to up my appointment from 4 weeks, or anything. Just, "call if you still don't feel better after 2 weeks" (but you won't be able to get ahold of anybody anyway, and when you do a month later, we'll just tell you to see your PCP.)
F Multiple Sclerosis. I HATE THIS DISEASE!!!!!
My Avonex is due tonight and I just want to throw it against the wall. I just want to surrender to the stupid disease. Just surrender. Stop the meds, stop caring about symptoms, stop getting steroids, and just live my life. The life that I had before all of this. *cry*
Yesterday I saw the neuro's PA (flaring again) I told her that I suddenly developed horrid heartburn, stomach pain, and constipation. Horrible. I waited it out for 3 weeks, then called the neuro and left a message. When I heard back it was "Go see your PCP, then call us back ASAP."
That was right before the holidays, so it was a while before I got in with my PCP. She diagnosed me with reflux, ulcers, and irritable bowel. Really? All of this starting in 1 day?
When I brought it up with the PA she was a JERK, told me that GI symptoms need to be dealt with by the primary care doctor. NOT them. I asked her even if I have a 9mm lesion on my brainstem? She said yes. Was pretty irritated that I would even bother their office over GI symptoms.
SO WTF? Does this really have NOTHING to do with the MS?
Meawhile, I'm receiving solumedrol for weakness symptoms and after 1 dose the heartburn and stomach pain that has been keeping me awake at night for 5+ weeks, is GONE.
I just want to cry. I feel like the MS clinic doesn't give a crap, I feel like they think I'm making all of this up. They told me to call with new symptoms, yet lecture me when I do. I can never get ahold of anybody when I have questions. Obviously the Avonex isn't working if I'm relapsing this quickly. But they didn't seem to care, or want to up my appointment from 4 weeks, or anything. Just, "call if you still don't feel better after 2 weeks" (but you won't be able to get ahold of anybody anyway, and when you do a month later, we'll just tell you to see your PCP.)
F Multiple Sclerosis. I HATE THIS DISEASE!!!!!
My Avonex is due tonight and I just want to throw it against the wall. I just want to surrender to the stupid disease. Just surrender. Stop the meds, stop caring about symptoms, stop getting steroids, and just live my life. The life that I had before all of this. *cry*
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