Ever have the feeling like you have something to say and you don't know how to say it? I have been coming to this site for about a year now and for the last few months I have found myself lost. I read posts and sometimes respond but overall I just come here and leave the page open and stare at it. Unsure of what to type.
Its funny cuz I started to type nothing big has happened in the last few months to cause this disconnect but maybe it has. I have cut myself off the best I can from my mom (its really for the best) and I stopped taking my Beta. Since Aug. I have slowly started to "feel better" only to start Gilenya yesterday.
I just all of a sudden don't feel like I belong...if that makes sense. Maybe part of is that I was getting "sick" so often and now I'm not that I don't understand. I had to switch from a Neuro I really liked to another and I thought I really liked him but after yesterday I think I like his nurse I not so much him. For the last yr my life...my DH life...my kids life has been wrapped into me having a IV in my arm every couple of months and now its been 31/2 months and idk what to do...I'm lost. I don't understand how to not be "sick" when the last yr has been nothing but sick...
So I'm lost...I think... If you find me could you plz return me...
allyson
Its funny cuz I started to type nothing big has happened in the last few months to cause this disconnect but maybe it has. I have cut myself off the best I can from my mom (its really for the best) and I stopped taking my Beta. Since Aug. I have slowly started to "feel better" only to start Gilenya yesterday.
I just all of a sudden don't feel like I belong...if that makes sense. Maybe part of is that I was getting "sick" so often and now I'm not that I don't understand. I had to switch from a Neuro I really liked to another and I thought I really liked him but after yesterday I think I like his nurse I not so much him. For the last yr my life...my DH life...my kids life has been wrapped into me having a IV in my arm every couple of months and now its been 31/2 months and idk what to do...I'm lost. I don't understand how to not be "sick" when the last yr has been nothing but sick...
So I'm lost...I think... If you find me could you plz return me...
allyson
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