I don't even feel ike getting up out of bed lately. I am so depressed, and tired, and I don't feel like talking to anyone. I don't return phone call's or check my emails anymore. I leave the house only to go to the Dr.'s. I hurt all over, my neck, shoulders hurt, my stomach hurts because of my Rebif shot's. even my elbow's, my knee's are KILLING me, I keep getting like contractions in them and then there are my feet, the arches hurt and my heals kill me.
I just lay in bed and wonder why the hell should I even bother getting up? It's so cold out, it snowed today. YUCK! I went to my family Dr. yesterday he put me on Amitripytylin 25mg. I took it b4 bed last night, and I closed my eyes because it gave me a horrible headach, (anyone else take this and have one?(feedback appriciated on this med.)
I admit this has been a crappy year for me, my father passed away, then I was dx'd with MS (finially), in October my car got totaled by a teen driver texting on her cell phone and went off the side of the road and hit my car, I was dropping my son off at a birthday party and had my car parked on the street, and because it was facing UP the street instead of DOWN the street no tickets were issued, my car was totaled. THEN the next week my boss "let me go". Her reason?? she decided to go with an in home health agency for long term issues".
So yeah its been a pretty ****** year for me. I forgot to mention my husband and I are divorcing, oh and he is laid off too..so money is super tight. Believe me I could go on and on, but I'll save the rest for my diary. I'm just disgusted with life.
Do any of you have super bad pain..like I do? pain so bad that you hate the thought of even walking to get a drink...or so depressed that you don't care what day it is anymore? I'm not having a pitty party, I just think I'm loosing my mind. Someone out there has a voo doo doll of me and keep's sticking pin's in it or sompthing?!
-Sigh-
Angie
I just lay in bed and wonder why the hell should I even bother getting up? It's so cold out, it snowed today. YUCK! I went to my family Dr. yesterday he put me on Amitripytylin 25mg. I took it b4 bed last night, and I closed my eyes because it gave me a horrible headach, (anyone else take this and have one?(feedback appriciated on this med.)
I admit this has been a crappy year for me, my father passed away, then I was dx'd with MS (finially), in October my car got totaled by a teen driver texting on her cell phone and went off the side of the road and hit my car, I was dropping my son off at a birthday party and had my car parked on the street, and because it was facing UP the street instead of DOWN the street no tickets were issued, my car was totaled. THEN the next week my boss "let me go". Her reason?? she decided to go with an in home health agency for long term issues".
So yeah its been a pretty ****** year for me. I forgot to mention my husband and I are divorcing, oh and he is laid off too..so money is super tight. Believe me I could go on and on, but I'll save the rest for my diary. I'm just disgusted with life.
Do any of you have super bad pain..like I do? pain so bad that you hate the thought of even walking to get a drink...or so depressed that you don't care what day it is anymore? I'm not having a pitty party, I just think I'm loosing my mind. Someone out there has a voo doo doll of me and keep's sticking pin's in it or sompthing?!
-Sigh-
Angie
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