Hi Everyone,
I was dx'd 2 years ago on my 10th wedding anniversary. My husband is great, very patient.
Even though he's great I feel like I can't talk to him or anyone else about my MS. I have a pretty mild case with mostly eye pain, numbness and fatigue. I don't want anyone to think I'm a whiner and I don't want to cause my family anxiety or fear.
I work 30 hours a week and I go to college part time. I have 2 kids and 1 of them is disabled.
Ever since my dx I just keep going all the time. Like the Energizer bunny. I never stop. I have never taken the time to feel sad about the MS. I figure I'm better off than lots of people so what gives me the right to be sad.
Sometimes I feel so close to bursting! All it takes is some little thing at work to happen and I want to quit my job or never get out of bed. But, I just get out of bed and keep going, and going, and going, and going. I'm so tired.
I want to start some counseling but I live in a rural area and I really want to see someone who has experience working with people that have a chronic disease. I can't seem to find someone in my area that fits the bill so I just ignore my ever increasing sense that I am going to fall to pieces, and just keep going, and going, and going.
So sick of having to be strong. What does everyone else do? If you don't have a person to confide in how do you handle it?
I was dx'd 2 years ago on my 10th wedding anniversary. My husband is great, very patient.
Even though he's great I feel like I can't talk to him or anyone else about my MS. I have a pretty mild case with mostly eye pain, numbness and fatigue. I don't want anyone to think I'm a whiner and I don't want to cause my family anxiety or fear.
I work 30 hours a week and I go to college part time. I have 2 kids and 1 of them is disabled.
Ever since my dx I just keep going all the time. Like the Energizer bunny. I never stop. I have never taken the time to feel sad about the MS. I figure I'm better off than lots of people so what gives me the right to be sad.
Sometimes I feel so close to bursting! All it takes is some little thing at work to happen and I want to quit my job or never get out of bed. But, I just get out of bed and keep going, and going, and going, and going. I'm so tired.
I want to start some counseling but I live in a rural area and I really want to see someone who has experience working with people that have a chronic disease. I can't seem to find someone in my area that fits the bill so I just ignore my ever increasing sense that I am going to fall to pieces, and just keep going, and going, and going.
So sick of having to be strong. What does everyone else do? If you don't have a person to confide in how do you handle it?
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