I'm depressed, I'm on medication for it, and seeing a shrink. Life situations are not going quite how I had planned, hoped, dreamed. My kids aren't listening to me and today I almost wish I could walk away from my life. What do you guys do? I know I can't be alone in this feeling, there has to be someone else who deals with this.
Please share what you do, perhaps I can find something that will help. My kids are 5, 4, and 2. My husband is retired from the military and he is also disabled. I'm having ever increasing vision problems and lately my BP has been fluctuating so much that I am dizzy and almost to the point of blacking out. The doctor blames it on my new medication (antibiotic to take for just 14 days) at least blames the BP on that.
In the past 3 years I've moved 9 times, finished my MBA while working full time and being alone with my kids while my husband was on active duty. I had to quite my job because I kept having problems and couldn't function well enough to stay employed. Found out my husband was having an online affair with another married woman for a year while he was deployed and I was running all of our lives, going to school, working, getting diagnosed with MS. (We did work it out and he swears he won't do it again, but I don't know how to trust him again, or if I even should, or can)
The doctor keeps telling me it may be PPMS not RRMS but he's never sure. Doesn't want to commit to anything. Top that off with now I'm too unsteady to drive so I really have no alone time any more. It's either home with everyone, out with everyone or home alone with the kids. With the limited disabled persons income we can't afford to have a babysitter more than once a month. I'm just at my wits end and trying like hell to survive this crap! God I need help!
Please share what you do, perhaps I can find something that will help. My kids are 5, 4, and 2. My husband is retired from the military and he is also disabled. I'm having ever increasing vision problems and lately my BP has been fluctuating so much that I am dizzy and almost to the point of blacking out. The doctor blames it on my new medication (antibiotic to take for just 14 days) at least blames the BP on that.
In the past 3 years I've moved 9 times, finished my MBA while working full time and being alone with my kids while my husband was on active duty. I had to quite my job because I kept having problems and couldn't function well enough to stay employed. Found out my husband was having an online affair with another married woman for a year while he was deployed and I was running all of our lives, going to school, working, getting diagnosed with MS. (We did work it out and he swears he won't do it again, but I don't know how to trust him again, or if I even should, or can)
The doctor keeps telling me it may be PPMS not RRMS but he's never sure. Doesn't want to commit to anything. Top that off with now I'm too unsteady to drive so I really have no alone time any more. It's either home with everyone, out with everyone or home alone with the kids. With the limited disabled persons income we can't afford to have a babysitter more than once a month. I'm just at my wits end and trying like hell to survive this crap! God I need help!
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