Oh Palmtree I am feeling the stress for you from your wedding time! That is so much at once that i think i would be curled in a ball unable to move. I give credit for making it through! The definition of strength is being able to pull through so much happening at once. Wow!
I think our plan is to cancel the wedding but not tell the venue and go from there. I already messaged another venue just in case the current one does not want to be friendly. My fiance and I have gone through a lot and our wedding plans have been turned around many times. We were engaged in 2014. In 2015 my grandfather passed (who was my father figure). My world crashed around me. I then decided to have a destination wedding as that is what my fiance wanted and i wouldn't do because my grandfather couldn't fly. Two months after his funeral we went to a travel agent to start planning. A month later i was informed if i wanted kids i needed to start as i was developing cancerous cells in my lady parts. So we postponed wedding as i wanted a child badly. After having our daughter we had some difficulty adjusting to parenthood while balancing our relationship and it was a little rocky. When things settled, i was diagnosed with MS. Seeing how my fiance reacted to my diagnosis made me want to marry him the next day. That is when we started this wedding planning. A month ago i had an ectopic pregnancy (this was one in a million odds that my OB told me to play the lotto) and had to have emergency surgery to remove both my tubes. I had surgery the week before NY shut down. I was looking forward to something positive in our lives as it's been hardship after hardship (emotionally). Now to not be able to marry my fiance after 6 years of planning and finally ready, just has been another emotional toll.
However, does not mean my relationship is over. does not mean the wedding won't happen. does not mean the world is over. I'm allowing myself to be upset and then move on and planning my second wedding to my first husband
I think our plan is to cancel the wedding but not tell the venue and go from there. I already messaged another venue just in case the current one does not want to be friendly. My fiance and I have gone through a lot and our wedding plans have been turned around many times. We were engaged in 2014. In 2015 my grandfather passed (who was my father figure). My world crashed around me. I then decided to have a destination wedding as that is what my fiance wanted and i wouldn't do because my grandfather couldn't fly. Two months after his funeral we went to a travel agent to start planning. A month later i was informed if i wanted kids i needed to start as i was developing cancerous cells in my lady parts. So we postponed wedding as i wanted a child badly. After having our daughter we had some difficulty adjusting to parenthood while balancing our relationship and it was a little rocky. When things settled, i was diagnosed with MS. Seeing how my fiance reacted to my diagnosis made me want to marry him the next day. That is when we started this wedding planning. A month ago i had an ectopic pregnancy (this was one in a million odds that my OB told me to play the lotto) and had to have emergency surgery to remove both my tubes. I had surgery the week before NY shut down. I was looking forward to something positive in our lives as it's been hardship after hardship (emotionally). Now to not be able to marry my fiance after 6 years of planning and finally ready, just has been another emotional toll.
However, does not mean my relationship is over. does not mean the wedding won't happen. does not mean the world is over. I'm allowing myself to be upset and then move on and planning my second wedding to my first husband
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