Yesterday, afternoon, I was called to my bosses office and told I was not allowed to do part of my job and may need to move to another department. I work for a large hospital and have been in the same position for almost 15 years. I am fearful that I will not be able to have the same hours or learn a new job. My case had already been sent to human resources. My boss had no choice but to tell me. She will be speaking to HR on Monday. She wants to keep me within my department, but doesn't know if she can. I am not being fired. I'm sure they are being careful not to break Any ADA laws.
This came out of nowhere. I am embarrassed because I thought I was doing a good job. Based on my cognitive issues (MS related), I am told I work too slowly. I am not a nurse and do not work directly with patients, so there was no danger in that respect.
This morning, I reached out to my coworkers. Only one person responded. I gave my boss permission to tell them this is related to my disease. I did not want anyone to think this was because of laziness or lack of trying . I I feel terrified and alone. My husband is very supportive. I have a few good friends. But I loved my job.
I have taken a few days off. Today has been filled with sadness, anger, and full on panic attacks. I will be messaging my therapist so she will know what is going on. I have appointments for a swallow study and a new MRI. I am no where near qualifying for disability. Thanks for reading.
This came out of nowhere. I am embarrassed because I thought I was doing a good job. Based on my cognitive issues (MS related), I am told I work too slowly. I am not a nurse and do not work directly with patients, so there was no danger in that respect.
This morning, I reached out to my coworkers. Only one person responded. I gave my boss permission to tell them this is related to my disease. I did not want anyone to think this was because of laziness or lack of trying . I I feel terrified and alone. My husband is very supportive. I have a few good friends. But I loved my job.
I have taken a few days off. Today has been filled with sadness, anger, and full on panic attacks. I will be messaging my therapist so she will know what is going on. I have appointments for a swallow study and a new MRI. I am no where near qualifying for disability. Thanks for reading.
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