I had a routine visit with my MS doctor yesterday. Usually, we just go over my list of issues, do my walking tests, eye exam and done. Yesterday, I could not do any of the walking tests right. My balance is the worst it's ever been (I use a cane). I told him about the weakness I have developed in my right leg. I have to guide it into a pant leg when I get dressed. I'm losing my balance in the shower. I'm choking on food and at times, cannot swallow.
This is the 1st time he has ever looked genuinely concerned that it's progressing. I have RRMS. Have had it for at least 15 years. He wants a new MRI, bloodwork, and some PT. The reality of MS smacked me right in the face. It's been stable for so long. I'm only 51. I'm scared.
I know some of you have it so much worse than I do. I apologize for complaining. I guess I just thought I'd have several more years before I started to decline. Thanks for making your way through my rant.
This is the 1st time he has ever looked genuinely concerned that it's progressing. I have RRMS. Have had it for at least 15 years. He wants a new MRI, bloodwork, and some PT. The reality of MS smacked me right in the face. It's been stable for so long. I'm only 51. I'm scared.
I know some of you have it so much worse than I do. I apologize for complaining. I guess I just thought I'd have several more years before I started to decline. Thanks for making your way through my rant.
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