Hello Marco. I could have written the same thing. Just saying you’re certainly not alone in wrestling with this. I get anxious when I think of a task or chore or my future. I feel the guilt of not being the person I should be because of MS. It’s a card now we have to play with every hand. You are exercising wise choices for you’re limitations and well being. I know you’re not happy with those choices but you know the lessor of the two evils. Go out and struggle physically or stay home and struggle mentally? MS has beaten us up enough without us beating our selves up too.
My only advice is to continue to make the choices that are going to be the best for you. I do think that travel is still attainable for you just plan it out knowing what you know now. Easy small airports are a must for me. Some days are tougher than others. It’s the absolute rotten miserable ones that make the good ones feel pretty darned good, all things considered. I’m not atheist and I’m not religious but I do believe it’s all just part of a journey and when we finally get there none of this stuff will matter, or if it does in a good way. Just a journey. Ours
Other people have theirs different yet the same.
Chin up , we have to make the best of it. And who knows tomorrow there might be something to help us. Don’t lose hope. Always darkest before the dawn.
My only advice is to continue to make the choices that are going to be the best for you. I do think that travel is still attainable for you just plan it out knowing what you know now. Easy small airports are a must for me. Some days are tougher than others. It’s the absolute rotten miserable ones that make the good ones feel pretty darned good, all things considered. I’m not atheist and I’m not religious but I do believe it’s all just part of a journey and when we finally get there none of this stuff will matter, or if it does in a good way. Just a journey. Ours
Other people have theirs different yet the same.
Chin up , we have to make the best of it. And who knows tomorrow there might be something to help us. Don’t lose hope. Always darkest before the dawn.
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