Ok I just looking to vent a little, I’ve been doing ok but I get these moods of mine and get down and worried a few so often.
coming on 2 years since dx and pretty much sx free the whole time, my neuro said so himself he’s not worried about me. That’s a huge positive for me. But other things in my life have me concerned, I had a house and a girlfriend for most of my 30’s and now single 38, have little money and zero savings, investments and feel like I failed in a lot of areas regarding finances. I have never been married, no kids, but have a job thankfully (a hard physical job) furthering my education this winter in an interesting field (corrections) but feel like I can’t get any traction,
I just got accepted into a consolidation loan program to txke care of $27,800 worth of credit card debt for 4 years, and as long as I’m employed I can keep my head well above water and try to start saving. I’m just so uncertain about a lot. But I. See this as s huge chance to work on myself and kickstart my new life.
Hopefully it all works out I just have a feeling that I could do better but I’m trying,I need to have laser focus and live in the moment. Life is not perfect but I jus listed a few huge positives but I still felt scared s little, it’s a very fragile situation I feel right now. I’m searching for stability right now I’m barely making it hold together with this very demanding job of mine, it is good exercise tho. 34,000 steps in a day is a lot!!!
anyways there’s my rant..
min trying but it’s hard.
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coming on 2 years since dx and pretty much sx free the whole time, my neuro said so himself he’s not worried about me. That’s a huge positive for me. But other things in my life have me concerned, I had a house and a girlfriend for most of my 30’s and now single 38, have little money and zero savings, investments and feel like I failed in a lot of areas regarding finances. I have never been married, no kids, but have a job thankfully (a hard physical job) furthering my education this winter in an interesting field (corrections) but feel like I can’t get any traction,
I just got accepted into a consolidation loan program to txke care of $27,800 worth of credit card debt for 4 years, and as long as I’m employed I can keep my head well above water and try to start saving. I’m just so uncertain about a lot. But I. See this as s huge chance to work on myself and kickstart my new life.
Hopefully it all works out I just have a feeling that I could do better but I’m trying,I need to have laser focus and live in the moment. Life is not perfect but I jus listed a few huge positives but I still felt scared s little, it’s a very fragile situation I feel right now. I’m searching for stability right now I’m barely making it hold together with this very demanding job of mine, it is good exercise tho. 34,000 steps in a day is a lot!!!
anyways there’s my rant..
min trying but it’s hard.
** Moderator's note - Post broken into paragraphs for easier reading. Many people with MS have visual difficulties that prevent them from reading large blocks of print. **
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