Just need to vent some. I can feel my stress level creeping up. I am starting to get some anxiety that I am having trouble overcoming with normal tactics. Praying just temporary and goes away soon.
My neuro moved and sold his practice. I thought I would have him for 15 more years, but not to be. I have an appointment in late May with new Neuro, and will give it a shot. Reviews are mixed on him. So what comes yesterday and today in the mail? Both my employer and private LTD policies requiring 5 year physician update forms.😱. I just hate that neuro who will have seen me once will be filling these forms out.
Then, neuro's infusion center called and said my next Tysabri infusion needs to be rescheduled, as he is out that week. I had scheduled for the week before our two week vacation so I would be in the best shape for the trip. Thankfully I can get it 2 weeks before the trip, but now the last week of vacation will be a challenge. I get really fatigued the week before my infusion.
And just a busy time. Our washer died a few weeks ago and have been arguing with warranty.
We have Easter brunch and Easter Egg hunt Sunday. So getting ready for 22 adults, 2 teens, and 4 toddlers.
The week after Easter, have to pack up the living room, dining room, foyer, and hall, as the painters start the following week. So all the lamps, dishes, china, pictures, etc... Was supposed to be a few weeks ago, but painter behind schedule. Good stuff, but stressing.
We also unexpectedly took receipt of my late Mom's piano Tuesday, after prepping and carpet cleaning Monday. My niece had it, but they were moving and last minute, weren't taking it. So rearrange the furniture, etc...I also didn't expect the reaction I had to the piano after the movers left. Blindsided by memories. Mom left us 5 years ago, Dad 4. So many good memories came racing back, followed then by grief.
I am kicked. Most of it, I am grateful for, but it is still stressful. I am grateful to have good family memories and a family that still spends holidays together. Grateful to have a vacation coming up, and coming back to freshly painted living areas with clean carpets and hardwoods. Grateful to get my infusion. Even grateful that neuro sold practice to someone who has an established practice. But oh so tired.
Thanks for letting me babble on...
My neuro moved and sold his practice. I thought I would have him for 15 more years, but not to be. I have an appointment in late May with new Neuro, and will give it a shot. Reviews are mixed on him. So what comes yesterday and today in the mail? Both my employer and private LTD policies requiring 5 year physician update forms.😱. I just hate that neuro who will have seen me once will be filling these forms out.
Then, neuro's infusion center called and said my next Tysabri infusion needs to be rescheduled, as he is out that week. I had scheduled for the week before our two week vacation so I would be in the best shape for the trip. Thankfully I can get it 2 weeks before the trip, but now the last week of vacation will be a challenge. I get really fatigued the week before my infusion.
And just a busy time. Our washer died a few weeks ago and have been arguing with warranty.
We have Easter brunch and Easter Egg hunt Sunday. So getting ready for 22 adults, 2 teens, and 4 toddlers.
The week after Easter, have to pack up the living room, dining room, foyer, and hall, as the painters start the following week. So all the lamps, dishes, china, pictures, etc... Was supposed to be a few weeks ago, but painter behind schedule. Good stuff, but stressing.
We also unexpectedly took receipt of my late Mom's piano Tuesday, after prepping and carpet cleaning Monday. My niece had it, but they were moving and last minute, weren't taking it. So rearrange the furniture, etc...I also didn't expect the reaction I had to the piano after the movers left. Blindsided by memories. Mom left us 5 years ago, Dad 4. So many good memories came racing back, followed then by grief.
I am kicked. Most of it, I am grateful for, but it is still stressful. I am grateful to have good family memories and a family that still spends holidays together. Grateful to have a vacation coming up, and coming back to freshly painted living areas with clean carpets and hardwoods. Grateful to get my infusion. Even grateful that neuro sold practice to someone who has an established practice. But oh so tired.
Thanks for letting me babble on...
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