Since the other thread was closed.
MMMS
If you want to stay alive when you become a blind cripple who can’t even remember your own name. GO FOR IT. I respect myself way to much to do that. I also do not assume every single thing that happens is because of my rotted brain. I know that sometimes a tingle in my leg is just a tingle in my leg. I am NOT going to blame every single thing on this curse.
Marti
The day I was diagnosed I was told I would be in a wheelchair in probably 10 years and left alone in the hospital room. No one ever answered any question I had. I was just told to expect all these bad things to happen and that everyone with this disease eventually loses their independence. I have never once had a DR really listen, and I have given up trying since all we are is money to them.
I need a place to vent and NOT be told I am wrong. Yes I am angry. I am angry that my life is over, I am angry that I am going to leave my bf because he deserves better , I am angry that I have to starve myself since 99% of food causes this disease to progress , I am angry that I live in fear every day of losing my co pay assistance because our leadership in this country wants people like me dead , I am angry that I have nothing to look forward too. Having to be busy every second of every day is exhausting but without it I would probably have already been on a plane. I am humiliated by this curse so I have no one to talk to and a board with people who have this can’t even understand my anger and depression.
And yes I am focusing on tattoos and concerts because I have bands I want to see before I die and the pain of the tattoo is therapeutic.
I am not going to EVER be happy with this disease and I do not CARE AT ALL if people here have a problem with that. If I need to vent I will and you can ignore it or post whatever but you will not change my mind. My life is over and I would give anything if I had not been born. If there was a god he wouldn’t have let someone like me exist in the first place.
And on I am not trolling. I am miserable and will never understand how anyone with brain rot can actually be happy. BUT if everyone here is so fragile (again except for a few people) stay the heck out of anything I start. VERY simple logic. I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY WITH THIS DISEASE…. So with that said you know what my posts will be like so avoid them if you do not like them.
again this is not about everyone... there are 5 or so people that are great but everyone else seems to think we should jump for joy and shout from the roof tops that we have this. I guess people have to get attention in their real life however they can...
MMMS
If you want to stay alive when you become a blind cripple who can’t even remember your own name. GO FOR IT. I respect myself way to much to do that. I also do not assume every single thing that happens is because of my rotted brain. I know that sometimes a tingle in my leg is just a tingle in my leg. I am NOT going to blame every single thing on this curse.
Marti
The day I was diagnosed I was told I would be in a wheelchair in probably 10 years and left alone in the hospital room. No one ever answered any question I had. I was just told to expect all these bad things to happen and that everyone with this disease eventually loses their independence. I have never once had a DR really listen, and I have given up trying since all we are is money to them.
I need a place to vent and NOT be told I am wrong. Yes I am angry. I am angry that my life is over, I am angry that I am going to leave my bf because he deserves better , I am angry that I have to starve myself since 99% of food causes this disease to progress , I am angry that I live in fear every day of losing my co pay assistance because our leadership in this country wants people like me dead , I am angry that I have nothing to look forward too. Having to be busy every second of every day is exhausting but without it I would probably have already been on a plane. I am humiliated by this curse so I have no one to talk to and a board with people who have this can’t even understand my anger and depression.
And yes I am focusing on tattoos and concerts because I have bands I want to see before I die and the pain of the tattoo is therapeutic.
I am not going to EVER be happy with this disease and I do not CARE AT ALL if people here have a problem with that. If I need to vent I will and you can ignore it or post whatever but you will not change my mind. My life is over and I would give anything if I had not been born. If there was a god he wouldn’t have let someone like me exist in the first place.
And on I am not trolling. I am miserable and will never understand how anyone with brain rot can actually be happy. BUT if everyone here is so fragile (again except for a few people) stay the heck out of anything I start. VERY simple logic. I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY WITH THIS DISEASE…. So with that said you know what my posts will be like so avoid them if you do not like them.
again this is not about everyone... there are 5 or so people that are great but everyone else seems to think we should jump for joy and shout from the roof tops that we have this. I guess people have to get attention in their real life however they can...
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