Originally posted by Mable
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Hello Mable!
Yes, I share Dr. G's disappointment in some treatments as effective but a little less than hoped, however, there are new DMTs in trial and I believe there will be more effective DMTs in the next couple of years, especially Temelimab.
No, I don't share your view that you are running on reserve fumes! Your brain has been using reserve capacity but there is no indication you have exhausted that and are in a progressive stage. I believe you are having a difficult time right now as typically happens in MS and then get back on track. I believe you will improve, recover, and in the immediate future slow atrophy to near normal aging with Ocrevus. It is completely fair to have that expectation based on evidence from trials.
Plus, who can quantify what good may be generated by the belief you will get better and by the thoughts and prayers of those who empathize with you?
Spiritually speaking, the scriptures repeatedly mention Jesus was moved with compassion and good emanated from him in touching someone's need, and very often, the need was desperate. I believe healing which comes in that form requires two things... desperate need and deep compassion. When those two elements meet, whether it was long ago or is present day, good things happen and, sometimes really good things happen. The very act of caring, of loving, begins a process of healing, repair, and encouragement inside, in the spirit which often manifests physically in the most remarkable ways, affecting health. I experienced it from both sides and it is the most amazing thing.
Yes, you are functioning at a very high level even now. You have health issues coming against your mind and body but you are still functioning very well. Your reserve is working fine. Cognitive reserve isn't like a tank running out of gas if you stabilizing the needle. Your new neurologist is guiding your treatment very, very, well. You are responding logically and coherently. I believe in you. I believe you will not only be okay but I believe you will flourish at life and living far more than current circumstances permit you to see.
Please recognize we all become weary and we all need the loving touch of a compassionate hand to lift our chin and take a longer view filled with the wonders of life.
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