A break for now

[Daisycat]

I might be taking a break from here for awhile. I’ve tried faking being positive and it’s not working. I tried that “one on one” connection thing and it was a waste of time.

I honestly never realized how fake people are until I found out I had this. (NO ONE here)

Im pretty much taking a break from everything but work, working out while I binge Netflix, and sleeping as much as possible.

I know every one here will find this a bad idea but while I’m away I’m trying a strict fasting diet.

I found harvard studies that were done on mice that said fasting improved their issues.

I just have so many things I need to figure out and I need to do them alone.

I will probably check back at least once an this but after the first I have a lot of things I need to decide and I don’t want to clog up the boards with my 100000 issues.

Thanks for everyone’s help and even if I decide to stay away for ever I’ll come back and say “bye”

[MisterMan]

Hang in there, Daisycat...

You’ll get through those 100000 issues.

See you when you come back.

[pennstater]

I know you have your new neuro appt coming up in November. Wanted to wish you well.

Hope you find some peace in your break.

[Seasha]

Smart move, Daisy, as it's always good to back away from time to time. we'll miss you! You have provided some great discussions here. Good luck on your fasting and also your appt with the new neuro.

Take care until we "see" you again.

[Myoak]

Hello Daisycat,

No one in my memory has ever engendered the kind of conversation you have at this site and I want to thank you, Daisy. You are incredibly honest in your expressions and I believe that draws people in and often provokes reply.

Life is imperfect for all of us. All of us. There are no exceptions. We all, including those w/o MS, figure a way forward as best we can often with little help or support The world does not understand MS well and probably never will so any comfort, support, or assistance from the world at large is extremely limited for PwMS.

There are those who have great understanding of this disease and they are much appreciated. But I must say that the support, care, and concern from you and for you has proven a valuable aid to those facing many of the issues you have raised here.

Thank you again for giving voice to what so many face but seldom can express as thoughtfully and eloquently you as you do. You speak for more than yourself. Your honesty is compelling! Please feel free to post whenever you like. We are all better because of you. We all love you, Daisycat.

[Jules A]

I appreciate that you tried and personally have found value in the old adage "fake it till you make it" but if its not working for you now thats cool.

You know where we are if you want to talk. I, for one, am almost always up for a MS-SUCKS gripe session.

[Boudreaux]

Taking the time to invest in yourself is an awesome idea.

[Mamabug]

Thanks for letting us know. The fake it til you make it might still work. Sometimes it takes awhile to create a genuine attitude change.

I continue to encourage therapy. A skilled therapist could help you navigate the changes that MS has thrust upon you. It could help you to process your grief related to your MS.