Just wanted to say "hi" to everyone here since I don't talk to anyone from my life from before. I am in my mid 30s and found out about my curse almost a year ago. I am still probably in the denial and anger stages of my grief... (with some depression thrown in there).
But I am currently working at a job I love. I am the lead surgical tech/trainer at a veterinary clinic. It was always my dream to do this and eventually work at a referral surgical center but this curse has ruined that dream along with so many other dreams. The only thing that makes it acceptable is I do love my job and make good money and know my Coworkers/Doctors would support me if I told them BUT I wouldn't want them to have to constantly worry about me making a mistake. I promise I will be the first one to say I need to file for disability when my mental function puts a patient at risk.
My other dream was to retire and open a doggy rescue for homeless dogs... but by the time I am old enough to do that I will be lucky if I can take care of myself. Not seeing caring for 20 + dogs as something in my future.
So there is my sad story about how this curse has taken away my two life long dreams. One I was one year away from applying to sit to become a board certified veterinary surgical technician, but life had other plans. So now my biggest goal is to get through the day without crying
But I am currently working at a job I love. I am the lead surgical tech/trainer at a veterinary clinic. It was always my dream to do this and eventually work at a referral surgical center but this curse has ruined that dream along with so many other dreams. The only thing that makes it acceptable is I do love my job and make good money and know my Coworkers/Doctors would support me if I told them BUT I wouldn't want them to have to constantly worry about me making a mistake. I promise I will be the first one to say I need to file for disability when my mental function puts a patient at risk.
My other dream was to retire and open a doggy rescue for homeless dogs... but by the time I am old enough to do that I will be lucky if I can take care of myself. Not seeing caring for 20 + dogs as something in my future.
So there is my sad story about how this curse has taken away my two life long dreams. One I was one year away from applying to sit to become a board certified veterinary surgical technician, but life had other plans. So now my biggest goal is to get through the day without crying
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