Does anyone else ramble or go off on a tangent to hide the fact that they can't remember what they were talking about?
I find myself in the middle of a conversation and completely forget what my point was or even the subject. I know I annoy people at my job. My husband, my therapist, my friends try to be patient, but I know I drive them crazy, too.
Last night, I was talking to my mother. She is a narcissist and thinks nothing of hurting me. She said, mid conversation, "I just can't talk to you. You go off on all these tangents and I can't understand what you are talking about". So, I ended the conversation.
I used to enjoy talking to people. I wish I never had to open my mouth again. I feel embarrassed and humiliated. This is not who I used to be. This is not who I want to be.
I find myself in the middle of a conversation and completely forget what my point was or even the subject. I know I annoy people at my job. My husband, my therapist, my friends try to be patient, but I know I drive them crazy, too.
Last night, I was talking to my mother. She is a narcissist and thinks nothing of hurting me. She said, mid conversation, "I just can't talk to you. You go off on all these tangents and I can't understand what you are talking about". So, I ended the conversation.
I used to enjoy talking to people. I wish I never had to open my mouth again. I feel embarrassed and humiliated. This is not who I used to be. This is not who I want to be.
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