Sam

[Shoo]

Marti

I also been following your posts on Sam. I'm sorry to hear he passed, but Sam's at peace now.

Please take care of yourself at this difficult time

Shoo

[pb909]

So sorry to hear of your loss.

[Seasha]

Thank you Seasha. I just don't know how to take care of myself. I've cried until I think I should be dry, but the tears still keep coming. Crying really does make you sick. And watching my kids is even rougher.

I just took my Clonazepam and am getting woozy, but just can't seem to stop. I never stop moving. I am really feeling the emptiness of the house tonight.

Cry as much as you can, Marti - it helps gets the sadness out. My previous husband passed away when my kids were 10 and 8 - it was such a hard time.

I, too, couldn't stop moving and taking care of everything. I stopped eating. Well, after a few weeks I ended up in the hospital myself from exhaustion and dehydration. My kids were even more freaked out. So, that's why I'm advising you to take care of yourself! - let others help you during this difficult time. Accept all help - meals, driving you places, planning ahead, etc.

This is a fragile time for you. Practice pampering yourself.
I'm sorry too for the loss of Sam's dog
Love to you!

[REG53]

Marty I am so sorry. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

[marti]

Surely God made a mistake when he gave us breakable hearts. Thank you all so very much for being my "family". Our kids have been great... lots of help. But they don't understand the utter fatigue and exhaustion. They are kind of smothering me, but I love them for it.

[MyGirlsMom]

Marti, My heart goes out to you with Sam’s passing. Like others, I have followed you and Sam’s journey and believe hat he is now at peace. You are a strong and amazing woman that has cared deeply for Sam, many times at your own expense. I also know that you have supported me over the years here on MS World and have lifted others up during the trials. We hope you know and feel the love from so many of us here in this site....even those that haven’t posted are keeping you close in mind and prayer. Please know that I am sending prayers and love your way and thinking of you and your family during this very difficult time. Blessing to you Marti and to Sam in Heaven!💕MGM

[msgijo]

Surely God made a mistake when he gave us breakable hearts.

Oh Marti . You know that the very essence of God is love. And His heart is just as full of sorrow right now as yours is - because YOU are hurting.

I believe what is written the the Bible. It tells us that God knew us before we were even born. He knows our life before we live it. And it also tells us that as long as a person has breath they have a purpose that was ordained by God.

I do not know what HIS purpose was in this. And I don't even know WHO it was intended for. I imagine that you have grown stronger than you ever thought that you could be. But it could also have been for a doctor or a nurse, that you really didn't pay much attention to, that saw how a marriage is supposed to work - the love that you two shared.

You can find out one day, but please know for today that God loves you and is hurting because you are. And know that HE can give you a peace that surpassess all understanding.

I pray for comfort and peace for you during this season of sorrow. And remember - seasons change. You will enter a season of joy again. Take care of yourself (or let your children take care of you).

[brave]

Marty, I’m sorry about your loss. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
🖤

[Mamabug]

I'm so sorry for your loss, Marti. Please excuse my late reply. I've been on vacation and this is my fist time back on MSWorld since returning. Seasha gave you good advice. Please take care of yourself.

[jjs]

Praying you are holding yourself together and doing the best you can, all things considered; but I wish there was something I could do beyond praying. Please take care.

[Carolinemf]

Hi marti,
so sorry to read your post.
Thinking of you at this sad time.
Caroline

[Tia1]

Sam left us at 7:28 am today, June 28th. Very peaceful. Thanks all for your caring.

I'm so sorry for your loss Marti! I am praying for peace and comfort for you and your family.

[Seasha]

How are you doing Marti?? I hope that your taking care of yourself and allowing "me time" for you! You are in my thoughts and hoping the stresses you went through are lessening.

[KatieAgain]

My Dearest Marti....I am so sorry for your loss. ((( BIG HUGS )))🌷🌷🌷