Well I'm doing well, almost fully recovered. I'm happy about that and just take every day as a gift.
my recent breakup has me sad, and still life's challenges seem to have a dark MS cloud hanging over everything still. I always remain positive and say to myself I have MS now, I'm back to everything I used to do, except scaffolding at work and skating. Winters done (worst on in my life). I've worked so hard to push back against this disease and made some really good changes (diet, near daily exercise) I'm stable since January and tolerate tecfidera well (really easy to take) all this is well and good but I am scarred from my relapse in sept 2017 and living well with my MS. I can do all the right things and feel that I have control but I know I'm at risk of getting another attack which scares me still. I wouldn't mind if I can maintain this lvl of health for a long time (decades) but I have to live with the fact that maybe, yes I can or maybe, no I'll be disabled one day. It tears me apart inside at times but I try and not let these thoughts and MS control me. I will live my life as best as I know how,
how long does does it take to come to terms with this dx and I want to almost forget about this disease but that's not gonna happen, anxiety is controlled with a very busy life but it still has its ways of sneaking up on me.
i just want to have a good quality of life
my recent breakup has me sad, and still life's challenges seem to have a dark MS cloud hanging over everything still. I always remain positive and say to myself I have MS now, I'm back to everything I used to do, except scaffolding at work and skating. Winters done (worst on in my life). I've worked so hard to push back against this disease and made some really good changes (diet, near daily exercise) I'm stable since January and tolerate tecfidera well (really easy to take) all this is well and good but I am scarred from my relapse in sept 2017 and living well with my MS. I can do all the right things and feel that I have control but I know I'm at risk of getting another attack which scares me still. I wouldn't mind if I can maintain this lvl of health for a long time (decades) but I have to live with the fact that maybe, yes I can or maybe, no I'll be disabled one day. It tears me apart inside at times but I try and not let these thoughts and MS control me. I will live my life as best as I know how,
how long does does it take to come to terms with this dx and I want to almost forget about this disease but that's not gonna happen, anxiety is controlled with a very busy life but it still has its ways of sneaking up on me.
i just want to have a good quality of life
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