And now I kind of wonder if the second Dr.
I don't know if I had just been in denial and was looking for a reason why it is not MS. But because of what had just happened leading up to Wednesday where I did not want to live, the pain had gotten so bad and then Friday being all of the sudden back to my normal amount of pain which seems like nothing in comparison. Then talking to the first Dr on the phone who told me that that had been a flare up for me. What it is now like, and what I have to look forwards to makes me motivated to try and stop or at least lessen the impact of it ever occurring again.
- looked at my medication list and decided no
- looked at my medical chart and decided no
I don't know if I had just been in denial and was looking for a reason why it is not MS. But because of what had just happened leading up to Wednesday where I did not want to live, the pain had gotten so bad and then Friday being all of the sudden back to my normal amount of pain which seems like nothing in comparison. Then talking to the first Dr on the phone who told me that that had been a flare up for me. What it is now like, and what I have to look forwards to makes me motivated to try and stop or at least lessen the impact of it ever occurring again.
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